NIN's blog: "Why?"

SoME OF THE REASONS I LOVE HIM! When i've been up for days on end sick he is there rubbing my back telling me it will be ok. When I've been coughing for hours and end up throwing up for hours he is there rubbing my back. Telling me he loves me. He is always buugging me to go to the damm doctor. Which is good but its so fun to tell him no. He always makes sure I go to bed at a resonable hour even when I don't want to. Because as he says 4 am comes early. And you know to be tucked in everynight and to get the kiss and to have him say I Love You is the best damm feeling in the world. When we stop at Dunkins he is the one that goes in to order my Latte'. All because he Loves me! On cold winter morning at 4 am he goes and starts the car. So its not so cold for me. He will make sure I am up for work. And I do the same for him. On Sundays when we are both not working he will let me sleep in and he will deal with the three girls. I don't know if he realizes how much I look forward to everyother Sunday. I Love him so much for all these things he does. And there is so much more. Like the way he will look at me from across the room and Makes me think of those first few weeks of flirting we did. He is a very careing and loveing man who does not like to show his true self to others. Yet, I know that man and Love that man. Others may think they know him but they will never be lucky enough to know the man I know. I Love you baby and just felt like telling you this way. I would take you any day over flowers that will die anyway!

It's amazing to me how some people can believe everything someone on the internet tells them. Every now and then we all hear the horror stories. But, I'm sure everyday there are others out there. I know a guy who loves to play the game online. I think its wrong and I've told him this but he keeps doing it. And the reason he does it is just to see how far a woman or even man will go. So, he hooks these DUMB people and gets them to believe all this off the wall shit and they get hooked and think they have a chance. In a way its funny cause they will send him naked pictures and then in turn he sends them to all his friends. The worst part of all this is he is married. But, the thing that gets me is these girls just don't realize that they are being played! It's like you just want to slap them. But, at the same time you want to laugh because they are so stupid! How can they think that what someone says on line is always true? Ladies think about it...My friend has a wife and about "10" online girlfriends and a lot of the time his wife is right there with him telling him what to say.. Hell, I've even heard them talking about how they laughed their asses off as some of these girls just strip down and start pleaseing themselfs for him. I just don't get it! So Ladies think about what you're doing and with who cause most of the time it's not who you think it is!

Sometimes I have to wonder is all the drama worth it. Why,do people have to lie to you? Don't they realize that as humans we have feelings that get hurt. The best part about the lie is you almost always get caught. It may take days,weeks,even months but,you get caught. Then the best part the person that lies tries to turn it around so that your the bad guy. Sometimed it works sometimes it does not. So when it don;t work then they hurt you the way they know best with words and say things to make you more pissed. So now your ripped shit and maybe even cry but you come to realize that the person wasn't worth knowing in the first place. And if you cried you really know that the person is not good enough to waste time on. But, for all of you that don't lie or don't get caught good for you.