daddy's doing good they changed his medicine to 100 Mg's morphine now and he still hurts ... Gwyn is sick.. she has Gingivostomatitis i think that's how you spell it anyway shes miserable so i am having to stay up with her at night cause she hurts to bad to sleep ..and has been running fevers ...its a virus of her stomach that goes up her esophagus and on her throat and on her tongue there all in her mouth little blisters like ulcers she wont eat hardly or suck her bottle it very contagious and i cant kiss her or eat after her and there is nothing she cant take but Tylenol and Motrin to help with the pain and fever her body has to fight it off and it has to run its course like a stomach virus .. see she went to the beach for the first time over the holidays to west palm beach and she was in all that wind and i thought that night have gave her a double ear infection but when i took her to the doctor she saw all the blisters in the back of her throat and her ears were fine .. she showed me and they looked horrible .. she don't feelgood at all .... i hope we don't catch it its hard to remember not to kiss her and to be careful feeding her ... but other than that shes OK getting around good now trying to walk and getting into everything ...my back is still messed up bad my right leg is numb from the pinched nerve and my back hurts me constant and when i go for long walks i have to use a cane or ill fall from not being able to feel my leg ..but they are going to do a MRI and then well know more but for now I'm on allot of pain killers and muscles relaxers and they help me get threw the day it mainly hurts real bad in the morning and at night but I'm going to physical therapy and that helps some well Sweet i hope to talk to you soon and if you will say a little prayer at night for my family it would be appreciated i will do the same for you and yours .. i know you haven't seen me on much because i cant sit for long at a time without excruciating pain down my legs and back and it feels like my butt in on fire sometimes like sitting on hot coals so that's why i haven't been on much but remember you are my friend and I'm here when you need me
