Angel156's blog: "Why me??"

Things seem to be getting better. I feel that saying that will jinx things but it seems so much easier now. The bills are paid. Days seem to be going smoothly and I no longer let things bother me so much. So what if someone cuts me off in traffic, so what if I ask someone for help-they say no and I catch them in a lie. I just don't care-all that negativity was taking me out who needs it. They say misery loves company and I do not want to be company. I think the sun being out more helps a lot. Wahoo before we know it summer will be here and I will be back at work doing what I love...

Wow I am soooo happy. For the first time in I can't remember. Nothing disatrous has happened to me all day(***knock on wood****) Thanks so much for letting me vent when all the crazy stuff happens but I have to mention on the rare occasion when NOTHING Crazy happens. It is nice... ( :

first thing in the morning. I get an email to find out that my cell company has "policies" in place and that I should understand. bottom line the phone will not be turned on until payment is received. I checked with my bank and the electronic payment was actually sent on 2/15 seven days ago. e payments are supposed to be delivered by my bank in two days or so they say. I contact the bank to get some documentation that the payment was made and I find out this could take 10 business days. I frikken give up. I go to use the bathroom only to find out there is not tp on the roll. k, that is pretty normal here so I just get another one but now the toilet will not flush!! I just fixed it the other day because it would not stop running. When will it end....???

k it just never gets any better. In the past two hours I have received 8 collection calls I keep telling them to stop calling or I will report them to the ftc. btw they were paid a week ago. they just called again, I screamed in his ear. There was an accident in front of my house again and this time two of my daughters friends were hit by a car. I asked the woman across the street who got there first if I could help but she just put her nose in the air and walked away but not before giving me a dirty look. Why did I deserve that???

just can't have a stress free day no matter what. My cell phone is shut off. So what I paid it (electronically) almost a week ago. So what sat, sun and mon(mlk day) are not considered business days. They don't give a flyin F!!! WHY???????????????????? on a funnier note. I swear I saw the notorious B. I. G. in stop and shop. he was riding one of those scooter things. All I could say is: Was that??? Nahhhh. lmao

K here goes. I know I am probably whining and crap but I need to get this out. Am I not special?? I certainly have not felt like it lately: For Christmas, the only thing I got under my tree was a pair of socks and a tee shirt. No exaggeration, really. For my Birthday I received a big fat goose egg. Oh and by the way I was in the Hospital for my birthday. Not even a get well card. It's the truth I swear!! For Valentine's Day nothing, zero, zip. I asked for a pink satin thong from Vickies and some chocolates(to drown my sorrows in) But just a big fat nothing. Am I not worthy of any type of gift for any occasion. Should I not be made to feel special?? This makes me sad, which is why I am taking myself away on a trip, just don't know where yet. Also do not know if it will be a one way or round trip ticket???????????????????????????

This will sometimes be sad, sometimes be comical and hopefully always be fun. I will be back often to add to this. All comments welcome.