TOASTYROSIE XOXO's blog: "THE DIFFERENT COLORS OF ROSES..."

BEFORE I SAY ANYTHING.I WANT TO SAY. I MIGHT NOT OF DONE THIS BLOG AS NICE AND AS FANCY AS SOME OF YOURS. BUT THIS BLOG IS IN MEMORY OF MY DEAR AND LOVING FRIEND TOASTY [ THAT'S HER NICK NAME I GAVE HER, AND SHE GAVE ME THE NAME ROSIE ] THATS WHY MY USER NAME IS TOASTY_ROSIE_XOXO .& WHY THERE IS THIS PAGE , IN TOASTYS MEMORY. ITS THE WAY I THOUGHT OF DOING IT ,& IT IS ALL COMING FROM MY HEART. KEEP TOASTY AND HER DAUGHTER IN YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS.. THANK YOU LOVE ROSE XOXO TODAY IS ONE YEAR TO THE DAY THAT MY SWEET & LOVING FRIEND TOASTY LOST HER BATTLE OF 5 YEARS TO CANCER. SHE LEFT BEHIND A 5 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER THAT WON'T HAVE HER MOTHER THERE FOR ALL THE SPECIAL TIMES IN HER LIFE, LIKE, SEEING HER FINISH SCHOOL, HAVING A BOYFRIEND, GETTING MARRIED, OR BE THERE TO HOLD HER GRANDCHILDREN. TOASTY WAS A VERY BRAVE WOMAN, CANCER, ATTACKED HER BEAUTIFUL BODY NOT ONE TIME, NOT 2 , NOT 3, NOT 4, BUT 5 TIMES.. I NEVER MET HER , SHE LIVED IN VAGAS& SHE DIDN'T WANT ME TO SEE HER , WITH OUT HER LONGGGG BEAUTIFUL BLACK HAIR, THAT SHE HAD LOST, SHE ALSO HAD A PROBLEM WITH HER SPEECH FROM A STROKE.. WE MET ON THE COMPUTER PLAYING BINGO, & TALKED & BECAME BEAUTIFUL FRIENDS. WE HAD A LOT IN COMMON, WE BOTH LIKED & LOVED THE FOLLOWING , WE LOVE MUSIC, PRETTY & BEAUTIFUL THINGS, LOVED VAGAS A PLACE I HAVE ALWAYS WANTED TO GO TO.LOVED BEING ROMANTIC, THE BEACH, MOONLIGHT & THE STARS, & SUNSET , SUN RISE. OZZY, REM, SARAH MCLAUGHLIN,JOSH GROBAN. & OTHERS.. LOVED TEA & HONEY,DR PEPPER,FERRETS, MAKING COOKIES WITH HER DAUGHTER, & PLAYING & BUILDING LEGOS WITH HER...THE LIST GOES ON & ON. THE ONE THING THAT WE BOTH LOVE A LOT IS BLACK & RED ROSES. SO MY FRIENDS WHEN YOU VISIT MY PAGE, OR PICS & ASK WHY DOES ROSE HAVE THIS PICS HERE, TO YOU THEY MIGHT BE ODD OR STRANGE,BUT TO ME , THERE WHAT TOASTY & I LOVED.THEY EACH & EVERYONE HAVE SOME MEMORY, OR MEANING BEHIND THEM..I AM STILL HAVING A HARD TIME , TRYING TO DEAL WITH HER DEATH, & ASK MY SELF EVERY DAY WHY GOD, WHY HER,SHE WITH A SMALL CHILD THAT NEEDS HER MOTHER.. GUESS THERE IS A REASON, WHY.????. I WISH I KNEW WHY THOUGH. I MISS TOASTY SO VERY MUCH. & THERE WILL ALWAYS BE A PLACE IN MY HEART FOR HER. I WILL ALWAYS KEEP HER THERE IN MY HEART, & NEVER LET HER MEMORIES OR ARE HAPPY & LOVING TIMES WE HAD TOGETHER FADE AWAY..I KNOW TOASTY IS IN THE ROSE GARDEN IN THE SKY LOOKING DOWN ON HER DAUGHTER & I...I ALSO KNOW SHE IS ONE OF MY MANY ANGELS THAT WATCHOVER ME.THE PICTURES BELOW I MADE FOR HER,THEY ALL HAVE SOME MEMORY OR MEANING TO THEM..ALSO THE MUSIC..TOASTY MY LOVING,SWEET ,DEAR ,& KIND FRIEND...ONE OF THE LAST THINGS YOU SAID TO ME IN A IM WAS ROSIE YOUR THE BEST, NO TOASTY YOUR THE BEST, YOU GAVE IT YOUR ALL,BUT NEEDED TO REST.. TOASTY MY LOVING FRIEND REST IN PEACE. I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER.YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART. I MISS YOU & LOVE YOU. LOVE ROSIE XOXO WILLIE NELSON Angel Flying Too Close To The Ground.. SHE WAS MY ANGEL ON THE GROUND THAT HELPED ME SO MUCH. NOW SHE IS MY ANGEL IN THE SKY LOOKING DOWN ON ME.I LOVE YOU TOASTY. AND MISS YOU TOASTY. WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER.LOVE ROSIE XOXO Sarah Mclaughlin - In the Arms of an Angel.. I KNOW SHE IS A ANGEL LOOKING DOWN ON ME.. I MISS YOU TOASTY. LOVE ROSIE XOXO R.E.M. At My Most Beautiful Live. SHE LOVED REM & ALSO WROTE AND TAUGHT ME HOW TO RIGHT POEMS. THANK YOU TOASTY .XOXO Sarah McLachlan and Josh Groban - In The Arms Of The Angel . TOASTY IS NOW IN THE ARMS OF AN ANGEL.. AND SHE IS ALSO MY ANGEL... TOASTY WAS A VERY BRAVE WOMAN, FOUGHT THE BATTLE OF CANCER FOR 5 YEARS . AND LOST HER BATTLE ,ONE YEAR AGO TODAY .. 4./ 21 / 1961---- 5 /12 / 2007