Am sitting here and thinking of the one I love and wonder why does it hurt so much to love someone I know I will never have in my arms nor will I ever be able to look in her eyes and tell her just how much I do love her...For she does not truly believe that I do. I have no idea as to how I can show her for I am just getting back to work after having a broken ankle and I dont have a vehicle. Wish I had a way to let her know.
Although I have told her but I honestly feel as though I am just talking to the walls that surround me here in my apartment. I ask her does she really know how I feel she says yes but I feel as though she just saying it just to please me and that she truly doesnt know. If only I could show her. So I will go on just loving her from afar...have told her that with everything that she has been through that she does deserve some happiness and if I am the one that brings her happiness then so be it for all I want for her is for her to be ahppy and I am willing to do whatever it takes to see that she is happy...but what can I do from here?
