Why do I even care???
Current mood: confused
Category: so many questions in my head Romance and Relationships
Something I haven't quite figured out yet is why I care so much.
Why ponder over future endevors that I have no control over.
Instead of just living my life day to day.
Maybe I wasn't suppose to think this way,
or maybe I wasn't suppose to feel this way.
But I do.
Now I sit and ponder on meaningless things.
It was so much fun when we were friends.
Now all I can think of is are you telling me lies,
when it was you that gained my trust the most.
What happened in the course of weeks
I can't explain.
All I know is that a crush turned into something more
that I don't think either of us was ready for.
But I was ready to accept you into my life,
I had hopes and dreams possibly even be your wife.
But dreams never come true,they never really do
Oh how I had sweet dreams of me and you
FOR JM
