i have not been on here much do to my life being so turned upside down right now. in a nut shell... my grandmother is very ill and could pass at anytime. my mother may not be far behind her, and my older sister just got put in the hospital by what was going to be her new husband this coming summer ... she has a skull fracture and is badly bruised in many places. my baby sister is battleing cancer and seems to be winning the battle. to top it all off my fiance's aunt past away last nite she lost her battle with cancer. and his grandmother is probly won't be with by easter. that is just the tip of the mess in my life... i need a ton of hug's and fast... i am not sure how long i can stay strong through all of this. i am doing my best to be strong and make this holoday as wonderful as possible for our children but this is really getting tuff!!! pray for my family please!!
