ok so it has been a while since i last posted but some really fucked uop shit has happened. have you ever talked to somebody and they asked you to honestly tell you if you can seea future with that person. and they wanted to know the truth. well that happened. it was fucked up how it ended. i will not mention her name but i stll consider her a good friend of mine and she knows that i would do anything for her if she asked. now i know that i have some really good friends on here. and i know that they would have my back no matter what happened. so here is the jist of what happened. and remember no names will be dropped. so after she asked me if i could see a future between us. well she wanted me to be truthful and i was. i told her that i was getting ready to leave for a year tour out of the country and after a year i would be back. but i also told her that the whole time i am over there i would talk to her. then i told her that i did not know if i could see a future because of what was going on in my life right now and i had not thought that much about the future. well to make a long story short i pretty much told her the truth about everyting. now i have a question to ask you readers of this blog does it make me a bad guy if someone asked you to tell the no shit truth?? well after i told her the truth about what was going on she pretty much kicked my ass to the crub and will not talk to me i have tried to be a civilized adult about this and i have tried to talk to her to get what she thinks about this and other things too. but that was last week and i still have not got a reply. please if you read this and have some insight the please feel free to share you thoughts with me i am all ears. late
