I am a little more provocative than you might be
And it's your shock and then your horror on which I feed
So can you tell me what exactly does freedom mean?
If I'm not free to be as twisted as I wanna be.
Disturbed - Divide
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I used to think you were crazy,
When you were hooked to the screen.
but now they tell me that you're in a better place
but where did you go?
and i swear sometimes you're watching over me
Still i'd give the world for the chance
Just to see your face again.

still i pretend that you're still standing by,
to show me wrong from right,
never got a chance to say good bye.
take this gift from me,
hold it deep in mind forever,
and never let this go.
Orgy - Eva (This song reminds me of my mom...)
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Yeah, I wanted you to stay
I needed you to stay
I'm only half what I could be
No, did you really have to go?
Or did you even know that
All this time you, you were mine
The other side of me

All this time I've waited patiently
To find the other side of me
Ligion - The Other Side of Me
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It was my heart, it was my life, it was my start, it was your knife. This strife it dies, this life and these lies.
And these lungs have sung this song for too long, and its true I hurt too, remember I loved you!

I've , been abused, I feel so used, because of you.
I'm sorry oh, I'm sorry no.

I wish I could I have quit you. I wish I never missed you.
And told you that I loved you, every time I fucked you.
The future that we both drew, and all the shit we've been through. Obsessed with the thought of you, the pain just grew and grew!

How could you do this to me?
Look at what I made for you, it never was enough and the world is what I gave to you.
I used to be love struck; now I'm just fucked up.
Pull up my sleeves and see the pattern of my cuts!
Hollywood Undead - My Black Dahlia (This goes to the fnkin 3 guys in my past who hurt me emotionally and phsyically...)