I want to leave this place
Just to get away and feel the breeze upon my face
And just be myself
By leaving this place behind and everything else.
As i sit here in this chair
I feel this emptiness inside my soul
Praying that questions will be answered for the stories in my life untold
As i stare out my window thinking about my past
I think of how i use to be and why it didnt last
Everyday I walk around with a fake smile
Knowing that the pain inside of me will hurt only for a little while
Sometimes when i'm alone i want to cry
And other times i want to crawl inside myself and die
As i think to myself
I feel that i will never grow up, never containing my insanity
And let-n go of the pain that is holding on inside of me.
