RIP Steven Mates's blog: "Whezzie"

I just got a visit from someone who is a ninja cherry (19). On her profile name was this "Become my fan and rate my profile before to become my friend." Now what the hell is that. If I want to rate you, add you, or become a fan, by damnit I will do it. Don't make it a stipulation for me to come and visit your page....all that means to me is your a points whore and I don't have time for that shit. One of her pic folders was named, Points Count So Rate Me High. GOOD FUCKING GOD is that all people think about these days...I didn't come here to make Cherry God or what ever in the hell Baby J is. I came here to make friends and talk. To see my friends Pictures and share some of mine that I like. I have been on the level that I am at right now for 6 fuckin months....Points really don't mean shit if you are looking for friendship! I sure hope some of these people get a frickin life and a clue and finally figure out that this isn't a competion. To you my dear friends that talk to me and are here for the same reason, I applaude you....for those of you looking for points, just pass me by I don't need you and won't help you! I am done ranting for now.....but I reserve the right to rant later...lmfao

Working as a Police Officer for the many years that I have I have seen the worst that man can dish out to his fellow human beings. I have been punched, kicked, spit on and had some down right brutal fights. I have investigated minor fenderbenders to Fatality accidents. Tha hardest thing in the world for me to deal with or be involved in is the death of a child. This morning at 7:20 am I was advised that a 2 day old child had passed away. The saddest part is the child had large amounts of Methamphetamine and crack cocaine in his system. CID investigators spent all night last night trying to sort out the whys and the hows. Long story short another child became a victim of a mother who didn't give a flying shit anout anything but her next high. They arrested the stupid cow and she just didn't understand why they were giving her such a hard time. She will subsuquently be charger with murder and she will hire some bottom feeding fuck of a defence attorney that wil cut her a deal and keep her out of jail. Sad thing is there is another innocent life lost at the hands of someone that was supposed to love and protect them. I know that the leagal system is flawed at best and that we try as hard as we can to do the best with what we got, but when an adult can so calmly say that they DIDN'T KNOW, or COULDN'T CONTROL THEMSELVES, or IT THE DRUGS, I just want to fucking scream. I would love to see some good old bible justice (or BIKER justice) come to our little spot of heaven. EYE FOR AN EYE works for me baby. I will prolly be thnking of this for the remainder of the HAPPY HOLIDAY SEASON. My best friend catz posted a blog of another baby being killed by another shmuck. Please vist catz's and read her blog...you will never feel the same again. To end this rant I will say to all who read this. If you have kids hug them and tell them you love them. If you are thinking about starting a family, remeber, YOU are the one who will make them happy, so if your miserable they will be to (Then don't have kids). If you need help get it and stop blaming everything but yourself for the problems you face. I love my kids and I truely and deeply love my wife. I am a very happy man and it shows when you look in my eyes. Those of you who have met me know this. I wish everyone a very Merry Christmas and a Wonderful New Year. For those innocents that will never know how much they could have been love, I love you even tho I don't know you... Peace