Well as this is my first blog here, let me just begin by saying, Meh...
You let...no i say allow some one to enter your heart......especially when you told yourself after the last time that no one will ever make you feel like that again. and then it happens, she comes into your life, some one that is absolutely perfect for you...smart, intelligent funny, gorgeous eyes, a mind that comprehends what you say, a pesonality that just CLICKS! for you....I could look at the perfect future and see, not just see, but hear, smell, KNOW what is possible, and know that with this person, anything would be, is possible. she would be the muse to my inspiration, the light to my soul, the perfect match......and then......slam, it comes down the door, the gate, the barricade....what is a guy to do, an intelligent introspect guy that i am, what can i do when i look at the bleakness and see myself wandering alone in the vast desert of a wasteland that fills my soul and heart and mind....nothingness fills me....not an emptyness, for that can be filled.. but a nothingness that i am beginning to understand cannot be filled....it can be replaced, but not by physicallity, or intellectuallity, or other ppl.... but by hav
