Yeah so when it's all said and done you look like your fine on the outside but it's just not true. Your life and household has been turned upside down by outside forces that you thought that you could trust. Your heart is breaking cause you know it will never go back to the way it once was. That my not have been all smiles and giggles but at least you knew it was real and that you where loved. But as you move on with your life you begin to look back and wonder where it all went wrong and how you could have fixed or at least stoped it. You begin to run the senarioy through your head over and over again and telling yourself you could have fixed it. But you begin to realize that it all would have worked out the same, nothing was going to change. You were helpless and there was nothing you could have done to forseen it. So as you lay your head down at night just remember things are the way they are for a damn good reason and it will all be ok in the end. You may not be in control of your life at all times but at least you can do something in your present time.
Well I hope this helps all those who have felt or at least gone through something that has changed their life for one reason or another. Thanks for reading everyone.
