well,we're about to be evicted,this has never happened to me before,I'm embaressed,scared and just a whole lot of emotions.I really feel like I'm about to loose it.We went to apply for emergancy assistance today,apparently Kevin makes too much(about $100.00 over).Can you beleive that we're barely getting by and we make to much,we can't get cash assistance,food assistance or emergency housing.To be eleigable for emergency housing you have to be recieving cash assistance...WTF!My anxiety and depression are on fast downward spiral,I'm at the point were my attacks make me just wanna curl up and die,i can't find work because of them.I applied for SSI,I hope I get it cuz without it I dont know what we're gonna do.It's not gonna help our situation right now anyhow as its a 2-3 month process.So for us to avoid the eviction we have to pay last months rent,Mays rent and a $450.00 lawyers fee...all in all $2,435.00.I mean where in the hell are we gonna come up with that,if we could've we would'nt be in this situation.My sister inlaw is going to lend us part of it,but I'm racking my brain to figure out where to get the rest from.we've gone all public assistance routes as well as the salvation army,red cross and local places that offer asistance and got nowhere,We already owe my dad $1,000.00,and My mother would'nt even lend us $100.00 a few months ago when we were in a bind.I also have to worry bout where we're gonna stay while I recover from an upcoming surgery,it's looking like our car is gonna be our new home.Sorry I'm rambling,just typing as the thoughts come.Anyone know how to make a suicide look like murder so Kevin can collect on my life insurance policy..haha..I just don't know WTF to doAny suggestions anything we have'nt thought of advice whatever would be much appreciated...
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