I sit and I put a fake smile on my face.
pretending to be happy when really i am crying inside.
I sit and laugh at all the things I should.
never wanting you to know how sad i really am inside.
I hide this saddness so well you never see
how i really am dieing inside.
I love you and i try so hard to be what you want.
never making you happy never knowing when I will be in the wrong again.
nothing i do nothing i say is right.
if you knew how i was crying inside would you change things.
would you care.
when darkness falls and you are sleeping i sit and watch you sleep as silent tears stream down my face. hiding how i feel. hiding the saddness inside till your still.
when you wake my mask is on yet again till the darkness of night falls once again.
