DarkGoddessAbigail's blog: "When Darkness Calls"

Pleasures Of Darkness Current mood: pensive † I feel the Darkness as it entombs me in its pleasures † It strokes me, and my cold black heart begins to race † Faster and faster as my soul is delivered † Into the hands of the Master † Screams for pleasure through the pain administered † On my knees I bow to the Master † Begging and pleading to be next in line † To receive my just punishment to feel the Darkness † once again and become Masters favorite

All that is felt is the pain of the words that are spoken No one to turn to, abandoned All that is wanted is the feeling of Love What a bad word that can be, LOVE Always judged on the package that we wear Never by the one that we are Beauty is in the eye of the beholder, So how are we to judge ourselves?

ME Current mood: indescribable Cries in the night that only our souls hear I walk this life alone but not I feel the presence that is called ME. No one can share as I share with myself No is able to see what is ME in this so called reality. I am who I am As well as we all should be but are not We let reality make us what we should be And not who we truly are Follow the cries that only you hear And become transformed.

True Self Current mood: contemplative There is no time that we go through as a person That we can say is truly ours What we can say is that we as a person go through times Uniquely to ourselves. Open your eyes lead yourself to your own reality No one will make you, you must make yourself Follow the calling of the Soul to bring you to The ultimate reality which is your true self.

Sex Current mood: mellow The cry of the soul As the blood runs down Anticipation is felt until the Beautiful pain replaced all That was unreal The soul climbs higher And higher as the blood runs Faster and faster Anticipation is fading as the Beautiful pain brings me to an Orgasmic explosion

Freedom Current mood: excited All tied up Anticipation rising Humiliation of love Freedom of submission Love of pleasing On my knees Pain to awaken every sensation Total submission of Mind, Body, Soul makes me complete

In The Shadows Current mood: nostalgic Standing in the shadows Memories that come rushing back that have No place anymore I see who it is that stands with me But who is not really there Is it my mind that plays tricks on me Or are the memories too strong to disappear? You were there once but forever are gone No one can make me believe that you didn't Love me. All is done no turning back but the memories keep What we had alive Alone I am But in the shadows I know you are with me

Today Current mood: sad Today I watched a soul trancend I felt the power and emotion as it ran high I could not explain the feeling of pain and hurt Though I knew time would ease the passing I have no doubt that That soul knew the power of love of a family That would miss her and always hold her dear Even as the years will pass this soul will not Be forgotten She gave life, love and happiness to those around her and will always be remembered for this and will not be Lost between worlds wondering of the people she called Family she will know as she trancends the love that is going With her and the love that she has left to sustain us through This pain and emptiness