WHY ARE ALOT OF THE MEN I MEET ASSHOLES. YOU KNOW I THOUGHT I HAD SOMETHING GOING GOOD WITH THIS GUY AND I KNEW IT WAS NEVER COULD GO REAL FAR CUZ OF REASONS I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT. BUT I WAS HOPING THAT THERE WAS A LITTLE SOMETHING THERE. I GUESS I WAS THE ONLY ONE THINKING IT. IT SEEMS WE ARE GROWING APART. ITS PROBLAY JUST ME. I'M TIRED OF BEING THE ONE TO MAKE ANY KIND OF MOVES. I FEEL LIKE I'M BEING PUSHY BUT BY GOD I CAN'T WAIT FOREVER. I THINK I AM JUST GOING BACK AWAY AND BE THERE AS A FRIEND BUT THATS IT. SEE I WANT SOMEONE THAT WANTS ME AND THAT I'M THE ONLY THING THEY CAN THINK OF AND THAT ISN'T AFRAID TO SHOW. I JUST DON'T THINK I WILL EVER FIND THAT. YOU KNOW I SHOULD JUST GO OUT AND GET LAID THEN I FEEL SO MUCH BETTER SINCE ITS BEEN SINCE THE OF JULY. TOO LONG FOR ME MAYBE THATS WHY I'M SO FURSTRATED. BUT THATS NOT THE KIND OF THING I WANT BUT IT MIGHT WORK. I DON'T KNOW PLEASE TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK.......
