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PrincessHaHa's blog: "Pariah"

created on 12/27/2006  |  http://fubar.com/pariah/b38311

What I want

I'm one of those people that doesn't need a lot in life. I like a lot but I don't need a lot. I think, the way the world is today, that it's harder to be nice and positive and a good person than it is to be an ass. Everywhere I go, I see such nastiness and rudeness and I think it's such a huge waste. All those people you're being mean to could be the greatest people you'd ever know. I spent far too long being that way. I felt like because the world hurt me so bad, it owed me something. It doesn't. There's always going to be good and bad. You have to decide what's worth being and then be it. I'm a cashier. It's not the most prestigious job in the world but I'm good at it. I do it well and I like it. I've been told many times that people love being rung up by me because I smile a lot and am nice. That means so much to me, considering where I was just a few years ago. I live with my boyfriend of 5 years. Yes to the question everyone asks: we will get married someday. We're weird together, him and I. But he makes me laugh and treats me like a princess. He was there when things were horrible and when I had less than nothing. He works a lot of hours, very hard, so that in a couple years or so, we can have a little house of our own. I don't want a McMansion; I don't understand the need. I don't care who's impressed by me or not. If a house impresses you that much, go buy a Monopoly set. I have 2 cats, both of whom were suffering greatly and gave me a gift by trusting me. My little Nami was on the verge of becoming feral and it took almost a year for her to fully trust me. When I finally got her to the vet, there were obvious signs that someone had physically abused her badly at one point. She's missing teeth and has seizures as a result. She's the sweetest thing and it breaks my heart to know that she suffered. It breaks my heart to know that so many other animals suffer so greatly. My Amma girl lived upstairs with my best friend. My best friend has a cat that I love but is Satan in fur. My Amma hid behind the stove because she was so scared of the cat. She was literally starving herself. She's the sweetest cat I've ever known. Not once has she ever bitten me or scratched me. She's a clown but many don't know this because she's shy as hell. When I die, way in the future, and people can say that I was nice and kind and funny, I'll know I've lived a good life.
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