Wish
that i could just ex-ist
find a way to live
with trust and hon-es-ty
you stole
fragments of my soul
cor-roded into rust
it's not the end of me
I burn
blood begins to boil
blood within my mouth
shows me the way i need it now
hands begin to shake
heart begins to break
i feel a strength forgotten
-CHORUS-
somewhere our destiny
was headed off in me
and as my heart it bleeds
I
am
all
that
you
have
made
me
-Instrumental-
I wish that i could fucking cutt you
from my heart
drink in your strength,
and fucking watch you fall apart,
I'd cross a million years to sit and watch you bleed.
This is the endless pain and agony
you've passed along to me!!!
(-Clean Vocals Violin-)
And I will sit
and I will bleed
the shards of my heart
des-troying me
this rag i show
a mask for all to see.
This is the final wound...
thats slowly killing me.
Remember the days
remember the nights
before the deceit
before all the lies
remember the truth
and that i never lied
why did you
why did you
have to hide? Forever a sorrow
my mouth has to hold
when speaking your name
drinking alone
this will finally kill me
my soul laid to rest,
a shell of a man...
who has nothing left.
Here we go
here we go
here we-------e
Fuck this bitch
this hole
this shit
this whore
this world
the lies you never got to
speak
the weak
the dead inside a beating heart
I will not
I will not
kneel before your alter of lies
like bees drawn to honey
I'm not those who were her before
Your not the only one
my heart will start to mend
and my soul it will reseed
and I am
I am
I------- am-----
What I see in me!!!