well m y new aqpartment just bout ready for me to move into,if only that damn xhubby of my would just send me the childsupport he said he was sendin out for the last 2 weeks.i think he keeps liein to me so he can try to t ake my 16 yr old daughter.....news flash he wont be gettin her.looks like after bein married to me for 20 yrs he would kno that i will fight with everything i have for my kids.i been in tough spots before and look here i am still standin and goin strong so i kno ill make it just fine.ill manage somehow i always do and im the one that laughin when it all blows up in the kids dad face....but damn im tired of all this bad luck im havin i need someoen to send me some good luck for a change....like the sayin says when the goin gets t ough the tough gets goin ...yeah thats me i guess.....i went threw years of gettin the hell beat outta me and his cheatin so i kno im tough and i kno i can make it i always do.now i have my great n eice to take care of for a lil while due to some personal problmes her mom and dad havin but i kno god wil help us all threw it .i wont let her go to foster care or anything like that cause she my blood and i love her dearly its just it been while since i had a baby to take care of.thank god i have my daughters to help me out with her .....hell she calls my 18 yr old daughter mom anyway ...since we had her for the first 6 month her life she knows who we are and and knows us well she wont be cryin like she would with someone else.....lol hell the cryin starts when i tell her no but dont last long cause she gets way with what she d oin with tiff....i guess a lil good luck will come my way when god see fit i guess so tell them ill take the good as well as the bad cause hell i kno ill still be standin when its all over with....im a fighter not a quiter and i guess in a way that what makes us stronger uh .....well ya all have a great day and im countin the day til im back on my own pc and net ...i just d ont like bein at the libary i like to do and say what i want in my own home and it wi ll be here soon ...i miss gettin to leave comments and all to my friends but theres a t ime limit here at the libary lol ...so you all stay safe and miss ya my friends
