ncrednecks wife in Real Life's blog: "what a shitty weekend"

I cant give something to you that I do not have to give. Cory has always been the one I've been searching for and I just had to get away to realize that I'm sorry for seaming like such an asshole but I just didn't know what to say. I'll get my stuff out when I get back. It's just that I've been tring to find a way to tell you and then I start typing and someone comes in and takes me off the internet cause we have a mission. I really apriciate everything you and your perents have done for me though. I don't know what else to say but I'm sorry for the rocky road I've put you on. Bye

my best friend of two years going on three. died over the weekend in iraq. He made the ultimate sacrifice for this country that we call home. He will be truely missed by me and our good friends. Thank u jared for doing what u did . We love you .. Jared you are truely missed .. thanks for ur ultimate sacrifice... R.I.P Spc. William J. Crouch