Tim's blog: "ramblings of one mans heart "

My Biggest Regret in it all is that I never kept my promises to always tell you how I felt about you every day or to kiss you every morning . I let work get in the way of our time together and dint keep my promises to hold you every day . or to keep your hand within mine . I didn't understand how others had so much power to make you cry about you and I . and I withdrew not keeping my promise to never yell. yet the love I felt was tearing me up inside as I felt you would rather be with those that made you cry .and my ranting and raving made you cry so much more I am sorry I didn't keep my promises to let you feel what was in my heart every day . I remember the warmth of your kisses to this day I remember the peace I felt in your arms . I am sorry I let everything get in the way of letting you know you were the angel in my eye’s . My heart was broken that day I watched you walk away . I am sorry I turned to drugs to mask the pain I am so sorry I walked away . you were my peace as you are today . I made you a promise that I would love you through out the eternities . that I have kept to this very day .you are my heart my passion and every desire the romance that lives inside .I live with the pain of not staying and fighting for what was mine . you have always completed me . your smile your touch the glimmer in your eyes .everyday I remember the times we laughed and played . what I wouldn't give for those days . we had the perfect love story and we blew it letting everyone get in our way .yet with everything that has happened through out this time . The love is one that will never die . I am sorry for my part in broken promises words will never Be able to really say . I f anything remember this night you are my angel you are what makes me get through each day . the drugs and booze are gone for me but my love remains the same .Yet I am sorry for pushing you away . So Many years have past yet your my best friend your who I turn to when things get tough when I write those sweet words everyone loves to see your always the one I am speaking of . yet my biggest regret is . I didn't keep my promise to show you how much you meant to me everyday . I have to thank you for being my friend today.