~*~Wanting To Hate Yet Wanting To Love~*~
Being heartbroken again seems to painfull to bare
So I gently whisper your name in the air,
Slowly forming the letters of your name with my lips
This is just something that I cant resist
I cant believe its you
Never would I think you can be mine
Or even apart of my life
Then reality sinks and I realize that you dont only have a girl
But you have a wife
Thinking of you holding her in your arms
Makes my stomatch turn
Suddenly I wanted to hate you
Thinking that your just another lesson for me to learn
You dont really wanna be with me..or am I just insecure
Since I know you have a girl
Makes my feeling so unpure
Is it that I want you so badly
And willing to do anything to keep you
Or even having to tell the truth
But if I do it will it work?
Will having relations with you keep you in my life?
Will it make you be mine?
Will it make you be with me at all times?
So selfish of me
Trying to take me away from your love
But I want you so bad til I'll do whats it takes
To have you in my life for all keeps sake.....
