Lingering here in the past
Not knowing how much longer I can last
I am the broken doll that no one wants
Consuming all my thoughts and dreams
Never to hear” I love you” or know what it means
In the heartening shadows I shall now stay
Hoping soon that I will fade away
Never hearing someone call my name
Deafened by the sound of my putrefying heart
Desiring nothing more than to go back to the start
Longing for someone to show my affection
When I am hurting to be my protection
Shrouded by the bleakness of my existence
Wanting to feel the pureness of your kiss
Wanting to share your heavenly bliss
Perpetually bewildered by my veiled past
Captivating this breath as if it be my last
Listening to the confusion of my hearts ode
Sitting here beside you as you tell me that you lied
That was the night that my wounded heart died
Throughout my heart your heartless words did echo
My perished heart is beginning to show
Do the words I speak taint your diminutive thoughts?
Disengage your eyes and take a look deep inside
In this hour of darkness I heard my hearts requiem as I cried
Will I ever share with someone perpetual rapture?
My nostalgic heart will somebody capture
Hoping that in this callous world I am not alone
I am at this present time craving to merely be free
Lingering on for the ability someone could love me.
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