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February 16, 2019 will be 3 years since my Father passed away... My Heart has been heavy with sadness since that day. You see I made my Father a promise to be by his side till the end... I broke that promise by not staying with him that night at the Hospice he was in...
I have never forgiven myself for it. I went home, slept in my own bed out of my selfishness. next morning is when I got the call he had passed..
I asked God and my Father to forgive me, but I can't forgive myself.... I just do not know what to do or how to.
I been crying about it all day...
I also blame myself for my Daughters death.. Had I not been stupid, doing drugs and partying, her Mom would not have left Arizona with my Daughter to get away from me...
I let 3 very important and wonderful people down. I do not include myself in this...
someday's I just want to be with them.
