As SOME of ya'll know if u actually take the time to talk to me... my husbands currently deployed and were having problems.. dunno if were gonna stay married.... i dunno what to do.. im here stateside.. waiting... raising 2 kids.. ones 6 and the other is 4 months.. all alone.. nobody to turn to.. no true freinds to turn to.. and being in alaska.. im so far from family... im the type of girl that leaves my thoughts usually to myself and doesnt talk to much about umm or i try to put my mind on other stuff! at times like this.. i feel so alone.. i wanna talk to someone.. im so bored.. my kids r sick and everyones drinkin but i dont feel i should or i dont even wanna cause i dont want something to happen if they needed me or something.. ya know! ok well this isnt really going anywhere.. so i guess thats it for now.. im gonna lay down i guess... im just bored.. feelin alone! **sigh**
<3 u all... Nikki
