Well i've have no one to talk to about this because no one cares because its not about their problems. I'm so sick of being everyones go to girl im not a miracle worker i have my own problems to worry about and frankly after 21 years I'm really tired of hearing about everyone's bullshit because im hurting and they don't care. So next time some one wants to talk about their bad day look else where because I'm not your girl. I don't really care about anyone's break up problems i mean apparently if you break up its pretty fucking obvious it wasnt meant to be; so get over it. Not like its the end of the world and i'm tired of always being someone's second choice. For once i would like to be someone's number one concern but everyone is to wrapped up in their self pitty to worry about their friends; which honestly after that statement makes it pretty apparent that none of you are true friends, because if you gave a damn i wouldn't be venting to my self right now. So stopping asking me to fix your problems because i can't do it anymore; it's driving me crazy. I'm also so sick of the people who don't care until you in tear's it hurts so bad a true friend would never let it go that far because it's pretty apparent to see when someone is hurting it doesn't take a genius to figure that one out. So it's apparent once again that you don't really care that your only being a pitty party because you feel bad about being such a selfish person. Also if you ready this you should know exactly who your are and i hope that one day you can learn to be a better friend because i'm tired of you. So find someone else to cry to your a shitty friend and i would also like for you to no longer be apart of my life. So I feel a little better now and so what if no one reads this as long as I'm happy with myself that's all that matters and if you do read sorry if makes no sense it's just repressed feelings I needed to get out!!!!!!!
