LordTool's blog: "VCR's && Vasoline"

mesmorized by your beauty i feel powerless in your gaze ostracized, treated unfairly at night i dream of blood filled days because in this world no one has your back a lifetime of devotion all i feel is had what's the price of freedom what's the price of integrity should i suffer for your sins and live this life of agony because in this world a lifetime is devotion and all i feel is had a generation of apathy with folk heros from infamy empty lives now have direction just one bullet changed perception kicked and beaten for so long pushed around and told i'm wrong with you in my sights i'm free no longer fear but strength you see

I think I finally understand What this means to me as a Man The lies I was told Hidden in his eyes that are so cold The one moment it mattered most I was invisiable, a fucking ghost I'm a number an untold story My life is meaningless, so boring The T.V. has told me the truth The bruises around me are my self-abuse My fault, my insecuritys My impurity Money shakes the ground Without it you will never be found Time will will never slow down My pain will never drown As long as I dwell on envy I will always be a penny Nothing No gain, no loss, too bad I'm a fucking fag Fuck you and your Rose Cross A man with nothing has nothing lost And Iraq was not a mistake It's so fucking great Lies! I'm not a number For you to ponder I'm not a fucking fag (fad) This band is not a fad (reason) We are your future and past this song is for the last The people that don't have a chance America's finest youth will dance So Dance! Our memory will never die! In unity we scream HARDCORE PRIDE!

An open wound too deep to heal. To hurt to forget. Too lost to feel. Love broke the seal, and sneaked a way into my heart. What should have been forever only lasted in the dark. Time holds the key that hopefully will release me. Come what may, what will be shall be. For now just turn me into sleep. At least there's hope in dreams.....

Idle time is the Devils watch He wears it just for me In the worst possible time Hmm... Time is up for me, no room to waste All this crap I put my tounge through to taste Pain, sweat & blood Lust, greed & envy Death, pity & fucked Those are my idols in from yesterday Just in time to see the play Here we go girl, this is the climax The part where I finally relax That oxymoron is beyond you In fact this whole poem is truth So please ignore the confusing wording... La, la, la, la, la, la, So much to say in a single day The sun shining till it fades I'm so happy to be alive For one second I may cry Lets go to the beach & see the sand Run our toes in it & make more plans My memorys of joy are in action Lets create some blissful compassion Thats all I'm asking......... Bradley K. Carmichael

Care to have a cup of this coffee? And talk about the war on drugs?

Burn your Gods of reason Hear the voices of the dying Reaching to breath the treason The land of the defeated Has risen to grab hold & take the poor to competed Now the blind has a sight & the vision is losing control The people are now in the light.....