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Savior

Stop pushing your faith, spreading disease, for it falls on calloused minds and empty stares
Bow to your icon, made from their clay, tainted by the lies and cold hypocrisies
You shun away all their beliefs, yours is the one true answer
I’d like to take them all and flush them all away
Why can’t you see how blatantly they purify corruption
Just steer away, away from me, don’t you see
Your prayer infuriates my anger, so I will find my savior
Right or wrong, I’m on my own, I will stand so strong
So strong

Watch your blue skies fall, within morality, believe reality will keep your faith
As long as it pours from your essence
I believe that there is one, but the robe that he wears
Is handmade, and not their polyester fiction
How ignorant are your beliefs, you think that you’re so righteous
I’d like to take them all and flush them all away
You close your eyes and fold your hands, dropping down on your weakened knees
I turn around so all knowing you won’t see
Your prayer infuriates my anger, so I will find my savior
Right or wrong, I’m on my own, I will stand so strong
So strong

Standing strong
Standing strong
Push away, push away as if everyone’s standing strong
Push away, push away as if everyone’s standing strong, standing strong, standing strong
Standing strong
Your prayer infuriates my anger, so I will find my savior
Right or wrong, I’m on my own, I will stand so strong

Lay me down to ease this ache Fucked in the head, it's about to break Damnation One Nation Under the dollar bill I pray to thee Find God in a STD MTV Or your version of XP I'm the loser you see in the streets The bad guy under your sheets I'm the blood on the ground Spilt & never to be found The effects are wearing off Jesus is a fucking cop Nailed to the cross in morbid bliss Give the Crucifix a sweet tender kiss On his bloody lips Pretend it all makes perfect sense Ignore the ignorance and the things that are bent The truth shall set you "Free" Just as long as you believe BeLIEve Believe in what they teach Preach...

Last day on earth

"Last Day On Earth"

Yesterday was a million years ago
In all my past lives I played an asshole
Now I found you, it's almost too late
And this earth seems obliviating
We are trembling in our crutches
High and dead our skin is glass
I'm so empty here without you
I crack my xerox hands

I know it's the last day on earth
We'll be together while the planet dies
I know it's the last day on earth
We'll never say goodbye

The dogs slaughter each other softly
Love burns it's casualties
We are damaged provider modules
Spill the seeds at our children's feet
I'm so empty here without you
I know they want me dead

I know it's the last day on earth

I'll spread me open, stuck to my ribs
Are all your infants in abortion cribs
You run like roaches, and you try to die
I know your poison, in our space we'll lie
To an obscene god we will dance and spit
The skin is thin, in our beds we sit
We take off our rings and we kneel
Our scabbed knees are so slow to heal
Sketch a little key hole
For looking-glass people
I don't want to be me
I don't want to fear, no
Momma's got a scarecrow
Got to let the corn grow
A man can't always reap what he sows
(Cut, cut, cut in pantomime, mime, mime
I'll be your devil if you'll admit you're mine)
Leave yourself to be ultra-here
The chill of fall is always crawling near
Spiders in the flowers
Never know their smell
The barbers here know secrets
They will never tell
(Cut, cut, cut in pantomime, mime, mime
I'll be your devil if you'll admit you're mine)


WOW

I had a dream
This one I feel the need to mention
I was happy for a while and I stopped being scared
And ashamed to say what's on my mind
But you thought I'd change after a while
And said you better treat me different or else...
Or else seems like a stupid fucking thing to say to someone like me
Someone like me
WOW
WOW
WOW
Wo Wo Wo Wo Wo WOW
Don't be surprised I can look you in the eye
It's hard to take you serious when you take me Inside
Don't be surprised I can look you in the eye
It's hard to take you serious when you take me Inside
I'm worse than what you think you'd catch from me
Complicateds understated did you stop and take a look at who you fell in love with?
At who you fell in love with?
Does it matter how many times I say it?
It never gets old thats why I have to say
WOW
WOW
WOW
Wo Wo Wo Wo Wo Wo Wo
Don't be surprised I can look you in the eye
It's hard to take you serious when you take me Inside
Don't be surprised I can look you in the eye
It's hard to take you serious when you take me Inside
It doesn't matter if you're going to come or just going
I never wanted you to come here anyway
There's a word thats like you because it can be a noun a verb a exclamation or the thing I say
When something is unbelievable when I'm not able to believe how unbelievably unbelievable
That you believe you could not be-lievable
That's when I have to say
WOW
WOW
WOW
Wo Wo Wo Wo Wo Wo Wo
WOW
Don't be surprised I can look you in the eye
It's hard to take you serious when you take me Inside
Don't be surprised I can look you in the eye
It's hard to take you serious when you take me Inside
It doesn't matter how many times I say it
It never gets old
That's why I have to say
WOW

Dreams washed ashore

I don't wanna sleep I can't close my eyes anymore It hurts just to see My mind is a trash whore Wasted to break apart a soul I reap my own insecurities I shed my eyes the love I see I breath in the hate Just to relate to pain I greed I open my wounds that I started The cuts release I am alive Oh yes. Life. An Angel walks to me I can see him but I don't believe I control my lust It controls my heart He whispers come near I see that I am fake and s(he) is real I want to kill my insides I scream at the mirror to stop staring I'm in a world of shit and filth And than I fall in line One more time......

I'm in such a good mood!

So here I sit.. Ponder, Wonder{in pain} About nothing And the Same.. You are a lie Bold and printed I seen it on the walls In the abortion clinic With babys breath Spit in my face Shake your fist Yell at the Gods You know it all.. You know, Everything About anything Can't tell you shit And therefore you smile Like a politician in a war See my face See these eyes They do bleed tears So does my mind Can you possibly come down? Off that horse And respect this pain I have endured In a morbid bliss You smile Smile all the while You smell like filth And your color is death Bring me my food Poison and crude Filth Greed You are made of these... Fuckin immature and dumb Blind and numb... Filth Shit You know you're a waste of air....

Something more..

Going through a world of sad debris, Regard quixoitic reveries of ownership: The blossoming disease of man called tenure and accretion, The ancient western treadmill of deception and derision. But I want something more. Racing through a life of tragic wastage, I experience the loss of trust and innocence. The billowing cyclone of time has blown away our reasons As we trudge like blind men forward trying to avoid collision. But I want something... More.

The Hopeless House wife..

Oh me oh my Get out of your 1950's fantasy, Your face shines with misery transparently Spew out that sobering Half-assed victim rhetoric Make 'em all squirm While they chew on it It's a secret handshake And a passing wink of the eye As the witches bridge club weekly Meets to pen the tail on the sly But they never ask Why oh why don't we raise our voices to the sky? Instead you're mute And fawn just waiting to die Like some kind of hopeless housewife But you can change while you're alive And let 'em all know At least you tried To kill the demons inside Oh me oh my Damn your transcendental paralysis We can work together And make sense of this Don't be so sure You can chuck it all away You've got to proceed No matter how bad you want to stay It's a natural cause And a comfort zone There in your head And the world turns away As you tap the snooze button in bed But nobody can hear a word you said Your history was never read Instead you're mute and fawn Just waiting to die Like some kind of hopeless housewife But you can change while you're alive And let 'em all know At least you tried To kill the demons inside

Addicted self-afflicted

~ Reverse the conversation, before I go numb. I always ask questions, only to get answers I know will pierce my heart, but I ask away. *Carve the stone for my grave. You can bring me flowers and barry me on Sunday. A day in a half...not too long to be forgotten. Erased from your heart, as if I was never there. A reflection of love, now just a shadow of dispare. Bring me out of this misery, cuz this time it's worse than before. This time I'm in over my head. I'd find a way out if I could find an open door. It's hard to accept forgiveness, when I know it's not what I deserve. I've left a trail of blood, bleeding from a broken heart, a heart that's not my own. My head hangs low. Can't seem to pick up this weary soul. I want to make the right decisions, but most of them turn out wrong. I AM A PRODUCT OF MY OWN MISTAKES! I've been holding on to this regret too long. It's never been so hard to smile. I've aborted my inner child. The man who used to be strong and courageous! So full of life, love, and purity...Now he's just a memory. Take me back to a time, a time when I truly cared. When Faith and hope still burned inside me, and love was always my prayer.......... Love is still my prayer............still......
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