I am not really sure where I could start. I do know that no matter how I start, or end for that matter, I am not going to be able to fully express myself. I have always been bad at that sort of thing...but I am just going to go for it.
I am kind of against Valentines day. I spent most of the day avoiding it. We watch TV in the office while we work...when something of that sort would come on, I walked out and had a cigarette. I am not really sure what it is with me lately. I was almost furious at the thought of celebrating a holiday that was made up by a greeting card company. I just don't see the point.
I only got one valentine today, too. It was from a friend of mine that I used to go to high school with. Not to say that there is anything really wrong with me only getting the one...I guess this whole thing is just kind of a mixed bag for me to really process. Too many thoughts on one subject and not enough time to digest...maybe I should just go to sleep.
