R.I.P Dawn/Necrobabe :( :( :( :( :( ...... April 17, 1975 - Mon. March 8, 2021 ....... Although we remained just great friends over the last decade & chatted from time to time, you'll ALWAYS & FOREVER to me be the love of my life & I miss you very much. Tho things ended on silent terms, I wish I could of at least said goodbye :( :( :( ... It still rips my heart out that we never got to meet in real life, although there were a few ALMOST times that we did. You still occasionally show up in my dreams from time to time. I can still hear your voice in my memory. I'm honored I got to know you & have you in my life & spend hundreds of hours on cam with you way back in the day. Those are PRICELESS moments that I will cherish for the rest of my life. NIN's song "Something I Can Never Have" will forever always be dedicated to you :( :( . I will FOREVER have you as my Crush on here as I was also your crush. Till next time. I love you Dawn .....Forever & Always ..... R.I.P ..... April 17, 1975 - Mon. March 8, 2021

Louisville, KY & Nashville, TN here I cum!!!!!!!!!!!!! ...... I can't wait to do these 2 separate roadtrips. I badly need this & looking forward to it. Not that anyone on here gives a $hit what I do anyhow, lol. Hopefully I bump into my future gf at one of these places, LOL. Eh, doubtful. Fubar still sucks btw, LOL

I don't believe in love anymore. It's all bullshit. It always was........... Everyone can go enjoy their fake false relationships that make absolutely no sense, lol. But if it's out there, I only hope I find someone that's REAL AF & clear headed AF & lives life to the ULTIMATE EXTREME as I do. I have no intention of slowing down or decreasing my EXTREME, lol. It's either go all out or get the f*#K out, lol. Put the metal to the pedal, lol. Go big or go home, lol. If my Rockstar Queen is out there, I'll have her castle waiting for her. I know everyone has settled for BASIC AF & LAME AF,(which is a popular trend these days), but not me. I want EXTREME rarity. 1-in-a-million. A diamond in the rough. She's out there somewhere goddammit, LMAO

My future fuwife is out there somewhere. Most likely atm sucking off some other fuguys fucock, lmao ................ LOLZ

Lets play a new game!!!!!!! .... it's called (Lets find JUAN a gf!!!!!!!) :P ..................... or even a Hooker. Dead or alive, it doesn't matter, LMAO XD ..... the purpose of the game is to find me anything, lol

ALOT of guys on here definitely need a good punch to the face & sometimes i feel i need to be that guy that gives it to them, lol

what a DICK move!!!!!!! ......... i absolutelly HATE when some random person fubuys a person of yours out of nowhere. Especially when it's a weird looking old bald PEDOphile guy with only 2 pictures!!!!! lol .... How the hell he have 100 Billion when he's only been around since 2015?? lmao ................... F*#K it!!!! ..... He lucky i'm a nice guy & don't do that fuown war crap. Homie the clown don't play dat!!!!!! LOL .......... uhh!!!!! what a dick move!!!!!!

just got back home from the Chicago airport & during that whole time NONE of you found me a gf yet?????? ....... shame on you all!!!!!!!! lol :P

got a last minute call/offer from my buddy visiting. Guess i'm going to Grand Rapids, MI today to go see SLAYER for the very last time :o :o :o :o :o :o..... then on Wednesday see ALL the bands touring with Slayer again in Milwaukee (Lamb of God, ANTHRAX, Testament & NAPALM DEATH) . ...... my buddy knows the guys in Napalm Death, so we'll be on the guest list for both shows :) - (8/8/2018) ............ See y'all on Thursday!!!! :)

my soulmate is probably out there somewhere currently sucking off another dude, i just know it!!!!! :/ lol .............. or maybe she's pushing on a Pull door, lol ....... or stuck in traffic :3

off to the VAN's WARPED TOUR!!!!!!!!!!!!! in Milwaukee!!!!!!!! today i go!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D ...... it's very sad their retiring this traveling festival this year :( :( :( :( :( . .... (1998 - 2018) ..... I only got to go like 3 times :( ... I regret not going alot more the previous years :( ... I could of met Katy Perry when she was new & actually did the Van's Warped Tour like 10 years ago :( lol .... dammit!! :( lol

seeing MARILYN MANSON & ROB ZOMBIE tonight!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D @ ROCKUSA Festival in Oshkosh, WI & then i see them both AGAIN on Sunday in Tinley Park, IL & i will be reunited with 8 friends i haven't seen in so long (2 from Fubar, lol) ....... I'm super stoked & excited :D :D :D ..... 4 days in a row of concert festivals is taking a toll on me tho :( lol .... I honestly don't like being in the sun :( :( :( lol

just saw SOCIAL DISTORTION last night!!!!!!!!! @ Summerfest in Milwaukee. Such a great great show. Just celebrated my 18th Year Anniversary going to SUMMERFEST. (Since 2000) Now if only i can find myself a gf to celebrate future years going to Summerfest with me, lmao ...... eh, i'm not holding my breath, lol

Fubar, your RIP bling to Vinnie Paul is very very very lame. That was the best you could do?????? ...... Ya'll TOTALLY half ass'ed it. Such a shame for a guy who was one of thee MOST unique human beings on this planet who I've had the pleasure of meeting in person many many times.

CONCERT ROAD TRIP WEEKEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ......so I'll be gone ALL WEEK!!!!!!! lol .... 2 days in a row of U2 in Chicago (Tuesday & Wednesday) ...... then the rest of my week consist of trying to catch all of the SLAYER/LAMB OF GOD/Behemoth/Testament tour dates in the midwest. So Minneapolis, Chicago, Indianapolis & Detroit. SLAYER is RETIRING this year, so you BETTER go catch any of their LAST tour dates EVER!!!!! ..... Make it happen!!!! .... OZZY OSBOURNE is also RETIRING this year, so go catch him too!!!!! 2018 is hitting us hard!!!! (May 22-27,2018)

sorry i haven't been around much :o :o :o :o :o ..... I've been busy seeing shows. Basically spending 3 days in a row in Milwaukee. Tuesday i saw BILL MURRAY :o :o :o ... yes the actor ....... yesterday & today, i'm basically seeing 2 days in a row of ADAM SANDLER w/ ROB SCHNEIDER :o :o :o :o .... their filming a Special here in Milwaukee for Netflix. That's why their playing Milwaukee 2 days in a row :) ..... they upgraded my seat to fill a empty seat in the front, so i was FRONT ROW!!! :o :o :o . ... I went from being at the very back of the venue on the 2nd level to being front row against the stage :o :o :o .... so you might possibly see me in the special maybe :o

See y'all next week!!!!!!!! ...... I'm headed to Columbus, OH this weekend for the ARNOLD SPORTS FESTIVAL!!!! =D =D =D =D ........... as usual, go see my hero Arnold Schwarzenegger & watch tons of fitness & sports activities :) - (Mar. 1-4)

whoah!!!!!!!!! ............ i PRECISELY joined FUBAR 9 Years Ago TODAY!!!!!!!!!!! :o :o :o :o :o :o - (Oct. 24th, 2008) ....... I'm gonna go celebrate that by going to Milwaukee today to go see WWE: SMACKDOWN live tonight!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D ......... I pre-celebrated yesterday by going to WWE: RAW live at Green Bay :P lol . .... it was a AWESOME, AWESOME show!!!!! :)

i'm making a SLOW return back to fubar ................. VERY slow, lol. ..... I'm still currently retired from doing lounges or camming just yet, lol. I'll do those eventually :3 ...... I'll add new pics in the coming months :/

going to "ROCK ON THE RANGE" festival in Columbus, OH this weekend. (May 19-21) ..... I'm super bummed out i won't see SOUNDGARDEN without Chris Cornell in it :( :( :( - R.I.P - CHRIS CORNELL - (SOUNDGARDEN singer) :( :( :( :( :( - (5-17-17)