I rescued a shelter dog on June 12th she's the sweetest thing and I'll load pictures soon but she gets my time! Was trying, still am, to get a puppy, but their adoption process takes too long checking references I jumped!! Love my fus who still stop by xoxo losing dogs is hard, having none, well for me that's been hurtin' me even more, had 3, getting 4? LOL

Internet service is back baby, & so is DMAN!! I missed many of you... the sight of some fu folks scrollin', will indeed have me rollin' my eyes but fubar is still a place I love 2 be so please stop 2 say hi, missed U!!

My Internet is out, I'm logged in at doctor's office appointment lmao

My first status of the New Year! I'm happy to have friends and family to check on me occasionally on fubar! Y'all mean the World 2 me, thanks!

Still hurting but time 4 a new status & my Krispie, I fucking miss him!!!!

Krispie, my last remaining dog, died this morning & I'm beyond crushed! He had been healthy and fine, went out into the snow this morning and pottied then hollered & collapsed, I ran to him but could do nothing so he just died in my arms! It's all I'm able to see or think about, blaming myself for letting him outside sucks it's what I do, I fucking miss him!!

I was in the hospital, for the first time in my life well since birth lol for four days, including two days staying in the ICU! I'm not going to post why here because nunya bidness (most anyway) but those who do ACTUALLY know me, and care are welcome to say hello!!!! Denver Nuggets NBA Champions!

Sh*tface me sh*tface over another person, I don't give a fuck!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL some do but whether it's for a weekly challenge or just because U wanna be Petty White and ya don't like the hooker who sh*tfaced me!! LMAO it won't bother your MF boy!!

Thank you to everyone that helped make my Birthday yesterday great like RySsa, xX ASH Xx, mzLinda, & SofTailBBG, Bvb, Birthday Girl 44 & Will I Am, RioIsLovely, Junsie, PLUS Sinful, Dances with Rum, PrinCess MiLfNc00kieZ, & SunnyShine1972 with extra super special thank yous to Pandacakes, Sweetnsunny00, 4 salutes and stuffs 4 this old pervert plus tons of appreciation & thanks, to Raelynn, Frayed Knot & Stefi for spoiling me and treating me better than I would ever dare dream!!!!!!! If I missed you, come slap my ass!

I just finished up the season three season finale of The Boys and, if U are not or have not watched it yet then DO SO, that is if you like lots of extreme violence, profane talk, and sexual situations not suitable well for much of anyone really lol but if ya know me then ya knows I'm one fucked up little puppy!!!!! Screwed up levelling requirements lmao, need to altruize under level 60 so will try again 4 shits/giggles but as Jea said my igafb is broke! Well on levelling requirements lol

Working on levelling requirements, so I'm giving points to the wifey!!! Yet another horseshit decision SMH & I'm not talkin' about MY choices!

I'm incredibly sad to say that Orion the adorable dog in my profile pic... has died today, so while he was not my dog per se but rather my aunt's he always ran to me first whenever he came over and spent all his time in my room or outside with me and I'll miss him just as much as mine!!

I truly have an amazing FU wifey!!!! Thanks baby for everything you do, for the last going on five years now! Cherish your living loved ones FUs! I still have my dog Crispie, brother 2 my recently lost sweet Miss CoCo I'll always love & miss Cocoa Butter and Trixie and Dakota and Butkus!!! See you on the Rainbow Bridge!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sorry to those entered but Auction will not be happening 4 Valentine's because after my dog's death I am just not in the right headspace 4 it. There were only five entered so far but I'll try to host another, ASAP & make it up to those who entered!!! Cherish your living loved ones FUs! I still have my dog Crispie, brother 2 my recently lost sweet Miss CoCo I'll always love & miss Cocoa Butter and Trixie and Dakota and Butkus!! see you on the Rainbow Bridge!!!!!!

I just woke up 2 find that my sweet little CoCo has died! I lost my Trixie less than a year and a half ago now Crispie is alone without his sister 4 the first time in his eleven year life! My dogs are like my children, sorry for the drama but I'm NOT okay.... I'll always love & miss Cocoa Butter see you on the Rainbow Bridge!!!!!!

RIP 2 badass woman, Betty White! Happy New Year upcoming FU folks so do y'all have any resolutions!?!? How's about resolving to begging in ONLY emergency situations/never? Too hard? Then beg in Auctions, you at least need to offer SOMETHING... a handjob from a five is worth like a trillion air kisses from a ten amirite? Yes I'm a dirty bastard, moving on!! Thinkin' about hosting an Auction for Valentine's Day now that I know all & fully what is & isn't allowed by fu! There is another Auction upcoming, hosted by someone else that's done it 4 years I'll be curious to see rules followed; since that was SO huge an issue 4 me! Other than that...........

I will start making Auction pictures in a week or two, entry cutoff date is October the 14th tentative start date is currently October 24th and is set to end after full Halloween at reset so technically November 1st! 13 entered so far in my Auction, 14 counting myself... whatcha waitin' 4 I will indeed be hosting a Halloween Auction in 2021 after a few inquiries with likely a contest giveaway also!! If ya wanna enter my FREE Auction, or just find out what the Hell it is?!? All U gotta do: send private message to me about Auction and you're in!! My page is worth visiting just 2 hear my profile song, just an FYI fu-folks the chance to win bling is a bonus!!! Life is short and way too often hard, please stay safe, hug loved ones!!!!! If only everyone could be as loyal as a dog specifically mine Trixie 4 she's da most loyal being I've ever known I love and miss you Trixie-butt!!!!!!! RIP lady!! 8/11/2010-11/29/2020 Thanks friends for checking on me!!

So we just got over 27 inches, yes, you read that right almost two and a half feet o' snow Saturday 2 Sunday & that actually only qualifies as the fourth biggest snowstorm in history for the Denver Metro Colorado area and the second highest I witnessed in March 2003 of 32 inches... which trapped my mom's Honda CRV with about a mile to go from home, but the best/worst part is she left it!!!! Motor running, door open a walked home, & I went back 4 her keys lol mom's is cray cray like da weather! Thank you friends and family folks!! If only everyone could be as loyal as a dog specifically mine Trixie 4 she's da most loyal being I've ever known I love and miss you Trixie-butt!!!!!!! Thanks friends for checking on me!!

Life has been lonely without my best friend over these past three months, and my already disappointing ability to interact with the select fubar few folks I truly love has suffered; & for this I'll sincerely say I'm very sorry yet unable to guarantee a change, I've focused lately on mental health which I have neglected & something a person who struggles with PTSD & has for over 25 years shouldn't do!!! Love mu Fu-fam dearly, I promise!!! If only everyone could be as loyal as a dog specifically mine Trixie 4 she's da most loyal being I've ever known I love and miss you Trixie-butt!!!!!!! Thanks friends for checking on me!!

Merry Christmas ya filthy FU animals some of you may sit on my lap!!!!!!! If only everyone could be as loyal as a dog specifically mine Trixie 4 she's da most loyal being I've ever known I love and miss you Trixie-butt!!!!!!! My first Christmas without her in 10 years, thanks 4 all your support FU!