Yo sup im Cowboy or Gothic a lot of you have asked me questions like who am i and where do i came from and where did i grow up well some of you get on here and tell people things like your this and that well i don't believe in the lieing crap im cowboy i basically grew up on the streets of Oregon in the Portland and Salem area i was 15 at the time and i was heavy into drugs and sex i walked down the street and people would move out of my way i guess you can say i ran the streets i wasn't scared to fight i did what i had to to survive i was always that person everyone was scared of i hurt people and i didn't care i was considered as a street kid when i turned 18 i was out of control i didn't listen to nobody i didn't care how people felt if i hurt somebody then it was there problem not mine i had the attitude of not caring i had no heart or soul i simply didn't care who i hurt or what i did when i turned 20 i joined the navy seals and was shipped to iraq i did 3 tours and saw a lot of my friends killed in front of me i did my final year back here in the states im 35 now had a rough life but i figured its time for a change i talk to my ex wife alot now and im not the same person i once was i dont lie cheat or steal i dont fight unless i have to now im a changed man life has been very rough on me and i sometimes wish i had a better life im getting older and well i always look back at the things i did and i was wrong for those acctions i made and the poeple i hurt.... well that should answer all your questions about me

theres a little saying i would like to share with you all
We'er all travelers in this world.
From the sweet grass to the packing house.
Birth till death.
We travel between the eternities.

i read that now and well it reminds me of how my life was but you your self can make it better all you have to do is be that traveler....