Things in my life arent going as good as I would hope they'd be.I'm going through some tuff times right now and it sucks hard.I have been seperated from my wife since April 9th of this year and she has said she wants a divorce,and the last time we talked on May 19th our conversation didnt end well.I really thought I had the women of my dreams and would NEVER have to worry about being alone ever again but here I am alone again and its REALLY hard on me.I dont have many TRUE friends right now which doesnt make life any easier on me .I really wish god would let me know what he has in store for me and whats my plan supose to be cause I am REALLY sick and tired of starting over in life and sick of all the bullshit.I'm not getting any younger and I really dont know what to do with my self .I am always fighting the erge to just bite the bullet and say the hell with it,the pain is NOT worth it .But I keep hoping that some day things will get better and I keep telling myself God has a plan for me and this is just another part of growing stronger and preparing myself for the road ahead.So if ANYONE has any helpful sujestions for me or any words of strength and power please pass em on ,and if u can be a REAL TRUE friend without the bullshit ,then please hit me up and help me through this shitty time in my life .I have yahoo messenager and thats a easier place to catch me and chat with me ,my screen name is mr_romantic_71,Please chat with me and help me out,I am BEGGING on my hands and knees for some REAL and TRUE friends I am tired of being lonely. thank you Lester
