It's so hard to sit back while you figure it all out, when nothing else makes sense we do beyond any doubt. However you are unsure of yourself and of life at the moment, so all I can do is be here with a sweet word or tender comment. To show you that I'm not going anywhere, and that if you put your love and trust and me you will be no worse for the wear. I never want to rush into something to try and make it real, it either is or isn't and that is just the deal. I'll fight for love and the one I care for, but true love shouldn't be a fight nor a war. It should be a blessing and a rare gift from God, where its just peace and comfortable with no need for a facade. There will be times when we drive each other insane, but ill always try to make you smile with the silly and inane. I know I'm not perfect or the prettiest girl you may have in mind, but I am real, caring, sensitive, and kind. I could be to you all that you never knew you wanted, in my mind and in my heart your hopes and fears will all be accounted. I know no other way to get out how I feel, so I write it down let it go and then turn my heart to steel. It's hard to want someone who doesn't want you too, guess I'll just hope and pray and pine away just like I always do.
