xx FaLLen AnGel OG xx's blog: "my writing "

 im in a darkness. its in my mind and in my soul. i fight to take control. the storm is strong and deep within me. its like im drowning and no one can save me. i call out for help and no one can hear me. the desire to live is burning out. the madness holds me in like walls of a prison cell. i hear it laughing telling me just a little further now. the end feels near. you cant have fear. slowly killing myself. no one seems to care. just how far will they let me go before they have fear? the waves crash harder i cant see ill just float whatever comes shall be.