So this is what I get for believing you
all the decieving you did, so untrue
You lie to my face, said I was above the rest
But the next girl your with, you'll tell her she's the best
You lied to me, but what should I expect
I shouldnt have expected you to redirect
You life is yours, though the games you play
You broke my heart and care nothing for what I say
I sit silently alone in the darkness of my room
Never knowing But thet assume
It ended so quickly without a cause,
without a reson, was it because my flaws
You never gave me a real chance
You wont look back to glance
Look at the person you hurt most
You dont care you only boast
I put my heart mind and soul into you
But all you thought this was a game for two
I truely fell in love though some say it wrong
I didnt listen, and regreted it before long
Why did you play with my heart like so
I am so lost you will never really know
But I guess it was all my fault really
I fell in love with a boy, who could be more silly
Why did I let you in, taking over me
You slowly stole my heart, though we'd never be
I try to hide from the world all my pain
But its slowly driving me insane
What am I to do without my heart
Where to go now, where do I start
I cant live without you by my side
I feel as if I want to run and hide
Take that smile off of your face
From those that care, you have no grace
They hate you and say mean things
But when they do, tears to my eyes it brings
I cant change how or what I may feel
But this much I know is true it was always real
You made me so happy that day
when you asked me to finally stay
I told you with all sincereity that I would
But you said its over, so I never could
I hide my face from the world at large
Because you took my heart, you took charge
They wont see me crying if Im all alone
My tears can never again be shown
I fear that they call me weak
They get tired when they hear me speak
Though I dont care what they say
I will always love you anyway
There is nothing more I can do
Than mourn the loss of my heart to you
I wish it would have ended another way
But younever care in the way you say
So please forgive me of my loving heart
But I cannot go on to make a new start
You stole from me what was mine
I didnt need to sign on the dotted line
You took it from me without my permisson
Asking me to bow in submisson
Unfortunately I loved you so
And this much you have to know
Though you say its over and done
I cant give up on my only one
I wish that we could be
together as one for eternity
But obviously it wont occur
Cause thats just the way you were
I will always love you no matter what I say
I will haid the pain and act as in a play
Suppression is what I know best
And so I wound up just like the rest
