I want you to come lay beside me
But how do I unlock the door, the sun I cannot see
The lies, of life, the sins of the world, of the soldier...
How do I trust, how do I love, how can I forgive
Love, compassion I want to give
I see nothing but dark cold sky
I see love pass by
My heart broken, damaged beyond repair
If I tell you my truths will you scare
I live in the shadows, no one there
No one to see who I am, what I am
A soldier, strong as a rock, never stray
Unforgiven for my travesties, unwanted, but needed
to love, to feel love I wonder
If I ever will, if there some other
That would be unforgiven, that can understand
One who can show me the sun, one who can stand
the key I hold, but do I open the lock
Do I take the chance, and let someone in
Do let the emotions begin
How can I trust, the light I want to see
but darkness is there, is that what will be
Can someone forgive, even if I cannot forgive me
How I wonder, I suffer alone
I want someone to tell me
what I need to be told what i need to see
To make my demons run, to stay at bay
I hope and pray
Someone is out there and will want to stay
Someone to forgive me, someone to see the real me
