Alone I sit here again wishing that my temptress would finally grasp me in her loving embrace but alas I am passed by yet again while she runs off whoring about giving all takers her sweet loving embrace but I and I alone remain here while she teases me another agonizing day
Day's pass like seconds while people come from all around wishing to join my bitter hellish cage. They know I can allow them in and only I but the fools know not that I haven't the key to escape. For this is a one way trip that there is no return from
The fools do they know nothing?
How can they wish to reject the advances of the sweet temptress of death. Here I sit time no longer bounding me to a limit. Oh how I wished that the grim reaper herself drapped in red looking so seductively at me teasing me with her sweet embrace and me unable to grasp her and take her as all others have
They beg and plead for me to give them this same hell that I have to face. To see everything I ever loved ever cared about die or crumble into dust. I'm stuck here unable to love, in fact I have lost the ability to care about anyone or anything. It's an exercise in foolishness since I will always remain as the people and the things I have any caring for are gone in a flash and I remain all alone.
Alone all alone no person nor thing to care about. Forced to see the world in fast forward. Tis a fate worse than anything the inferno of hell could ever spew forth from the darkness in the hearts of men
Here I shall remain forever reaching for my temptress trying oh so hard to grasp her sweet embrace and each day failing again and again. This is my fate, the never ending hell of an empty lonely heart