victor's blog: "uncle"

ok all,  so here it is ,

not sure where to start here, aren't we all looking for the same thing .

i dont care if your white,  black, orange , tan or what else , arent we all looking for the same thing .  cmon  admid it . put your big tough wall down and be  real .

ok i know some dont want to admit it but we are al here for a reason . what is that reason .

i've been searching these sites for a while now and realizing . have we all lost that much faith in our fellow human being that we cant disclose alittle about ourselves . 

why what are we so afraid of . what that someone might get to know what ur really about .

gee that would be a terrible thing wouldnt it .

cmon everyone  !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lets face it . we're all here looking for something .

every single one of us knows we are here. we are here looking for that one person who might give youre life a violent shove into the exact thing that your longing for .

but lets all put on our game face and not show who we are to our localls because . fuck we might get hurt. but then again we might not

wich one of u is big enough , strong enough , stable enough, within yourself to realize what i have realized .

are we going to let this life rule  us,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, or are we going to rule this life . the choice is up to us .

i sat here for several hours thinking of this, of course sitting in the sun catching some rays , getting a good tan for when the one comes out of her shell. and wants to really explore this real life

again must i say we are all here for a reason . and the reason we put it on paper or on screen is just to put up our gaurd or to protect yourslves . please i mean no disrespect to those of you who are offering yourselves  in a real way . just tired of the ones who are not .

this sucks , having so many people nearby and very few really understanding . no pain no gain , nothing good comes easy , .

i see this all the time but who really lives by it

piece out all .