Why is it that I can't find someone that is just perfect for me? Why can't I be content with my life? I'm always looking for something more then what I have. I'm always finding things wrong with my current relationship and it's driving me nuts!!! I want to be out of this relationship because my so called "fiance" seems to always find other things to do with his time then give me the attention that I crave from him yet I can't walk away because I love him. What the hell do I do? There are so many issues I have with this "family". His kids, my kids, his ex wife that for some reason he still hangs onto. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR...there's too much to list in this little blog but dayumm I've had enough. I need to vent my frustrations and figure out what the hell I'm suppose to do yet there's no one I can talk to about it that doesn't already have a "liking" for him so they take up for him or whatever! Going to go and scream!!!!
