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Knights Oath


When fears give way to tears from the wretched's spears my strength is yours from the Western shores I've ridden, with the Mightiest of Weapons, with it I smite the wrongs and painful things, as I drive on with wings.

Yes, to a Love call that rings this Weapon of which I speak, My Heart, is but yours fair Maiden, and nothing, Nay, any a harmful one shall keep it's protection from you, This Loves Armor, does shine.

Let me save you, Let me wipe the passing beads from your eyes, Take my hand in full gallop from here, Let this Knight love you till eternities end......



this was on the pic, and this made me cry, as it is all I have ever said to those I love, and thoses I call friend...I truly am A Knight in My Heart, and I am ever glad to be thy Knight.

I hope this says all I need to say to thee, and thee knows this is true of me, and thee has seen this in me.... thy Knight

A Knights Letter Home 



Dearest  Love,

I am putting this to paper now as I have the time, to let thee know How it is with me. I have only just arrived at the point of battle.  It Looks to be not an enjoyable thing.
     My commander has given me leave to write to thee, and I find that it is hard to express to thee the 
  thoughts an emotions that this place, this time, is instilling in me, my Lady, and I am filled with a sense of dread in this hour.
      I have returned to this point of this, as I could not see thee before I left.  I was filled with hopelessnes
 As I found that while I was away last, even though I wore thy  promise, that thou wed another…and left me to my devices….and  I walked away knowing that one who was mine, is and would never be.   And now thee knows as well that My King has ordered me to wed as well,  and I have obeyed  His command.
     I do not love her, but will be a husband to her.  As long as I have breath in my body. 


 Thy marriage has shaken me My Lady and I do not truly care if I  live until I return…I have no true life in me….thou has removed my hope, and my life from me…and I will never know why thou had done such a thing…truly I will never know  as you gave me your promise to await my return to thee.

By the time that thou receives  this, I will no longer be in this place. I have been ordered to take my command, and attack the enemy, and break the defenses or die in the attempt.  I have ordered my men, not to stop anyone from coming tome for battle, as I feel the need to engage in the fighting…and I hope to clear myself of the feelings of anger, loss, and of my love for thee….and maybe gain back my soul.  Thou has had  it long enough  methinks…and I will no longer allow it to rule me… as it so oft has.

   Goodbye Dear Lady, I wish thee much joy, and happiness in thy new Life..

Ever thine no longer….. Michael, Dragon Knight First Order
 



Two months later word came to His lady of his Death in Battle. This is written as it came to me, and hides some of the feelings I have for women I have loved, lost and mourned.  And makes me glad to be alive and capable of loving again…when it is time to love. 

A Knights Letter to His Love

　

　

My dearest Lady, I have only to look upon thee, and my heart skips it’s beat. To look at thee and have the love I feel in my heart for thee, I am truly blessed. I know of no other who doth tough me as thee

Does, and I wish for no other to look at me the way thou does. Thy ways of looking at me, they make my heart sing a song of pure Joy, and peace.

Ever since I first looked on thee, I have had a song in my heart that I wish the world to here. I only hope I may sing it loud enough for thee to hear as well. It is a Joyous song, one filled with thee and the love I have for thee, and the love thou hast for me. I can feel thy love for me from here, and it is a truly Great and beautiful feeling.

The minute I awoke this morning, I was filled with thoughts of thee. I hoped for thee, that thou would know the minute I was awake, and when I saw thee awake, and welcoming me, I was filled with more Love for thee. I truly believed it not possible to love one the way that I love the , My Lady. I have thee to thank for the Light in mine eyes, and for allowing me to put it back into thy eyes as well. It has been my utmost pleasure to show thee the love I have for thee, and I pray, thou would welcome the love and hold it dear to thy own Heart. I know , My Lady, that I hold thy love close to mine.

I beg of thee, please , to always remember the Love I have for thee, for it as pure to me as the new driven snow, clear to me as a beautiful clear lake, as warm to me as a hot fire on a cold winters night. It

Makes my very soul sing with happiness, and I wish to hold this close to my heart as I would never wish for it to be gone. Thou art as precious to me as life, as a newborn babe is to it’s mother. I truly value thee as I value none other. Thou art My Lady, and I adore thee

　

I shall ever be thy Knight, thy friend, and I hope, thy love. I am also, very much ay thy service, whenever thou has need of me.

　

Ever thine, with much love and respect as well….

A Knights Honor

　

A Knight is bound by a strict code moral as well as mental

Strains his heart, mind and soul, causes anguish if he fails

A Knight will give his life to see to the well being of his charges

Yes, even though it means they may not wish it so

A Knight feels the pain, suffering and hurts of his people

His only desire is to serve and protect those he is sworn to

A Knight has every weapon at his disposal mental and physical

Sword sharp wits sharper and his mind only on his task

A Knight not only loves, he loves with all his soul and heart

And will keep to him self what he feels towards anyone or thing

This Knight loves fiercely with all he has inside of him, and out

Feels as though he has failed in his duty to one of his charges

This Knight feels the need to make right what has gone wrong

Even if it means having the charge removed from him

　

This Knight does not wish to lose his Most Precious Charge But,

It may be nothing he can do to stop it

This Knight realizes that the one he cares for has to be let go,

This is all he can do to show his love for her

This knight has nothing but respect, and love for thee evermore

But I know I may have to close a door, set you free

I have never done this, and it is hard to do as I have not writtenn anything for a long time. But I have a need now to put my thoughts down, and I hope my true friends can see it for what it is... a need to get out what is in me about this subject.

Lovers to me are folks who you have had good times in realtionships and have come to love, and share intimacy , sexual or otherwise. now I know all who read this are very aware of this, but think on it, and you will see that all the things we once thought of as being for Lovers, is really about finding that special someone to have in us til the end of time . Not just for now, but always. And we all have our share of those we think fit us, and those who don't.  But there is , I believe one for us all, who is meant to be ourts, and ours alone for all time. 

Friends as we all know are those in our lives that enrich us and ask nothing in return. Are always there when we need them, through all of our ups and downs, successes, and faliures, without judgement or reservation. The ones we can always count on no matter what , come when needed.

Fakes are those who say theyare there for us, and disappear the moment we truly need them, ones we are there for, but vanish when we need them. Yes we know this, but I have to say I have gotten rid of people like that, and will do so as long as I can spot them...and it is not always clear, you have to look close.

I love all of my true friends with all my heart. I hold nothing back from them, and I expect the same. I Love my Bestie, and when the time is right, I will share her with all of you, I promise you, I will. She knows who she is, and if you are reading this...Bestie o'mine, I love you with all my heart ,mind, soul. You are my best friend, none like you out there sweets...I treasure you.

Well, that's it. I hope you SEE me better, and know that when I give myself to my friends...it is for life...not for the minute....Lots of Love.....Jay