When I feel like crawling in a hole and hiding
the day is so dark, and everybody around you sucks
you are surrounded by faces but not one cares or see's
the hurt that lies behind the dark glasses and fake smile
you want to lie in the water untill you sink to the bottom
to drown out the voices and sufficate the artificial care.
the superficialness of it all is so much like an eclipse of the moon
you are able to see right through it, though most are blinded by it
the walls are closing in and I am so tired of the fight
why do I keep trying when it feels like im getting nowhere
It is all comming round full circle, the love the pain and the anger
they say people are put in your life for a reason,
it may be just a season, if so it is winter now, bare and lonley.
i'll just put my heart in an iron shell and hide it where none will find it
away from the predators on this earth and away from my own touch
my nature is a self destructive one, to drive those that love me away
fear keeps me here for I do not know what lies beyond today.
I will crawl into a hole and hide away from mankind
forever mindfull that it is in our nature to hurt and destroy
I have waited this long with my breath held awhile longer won't hurt
deep within a dark place that noone can find but all can see
REM
