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created on 12/25/2006  |  http://fubar.com/-/b37608

Tremendous Gift

Tremendous Gift I am thankful for all the things that I have going on in my life right now. I have met amazing openminded people that have been acting as spirit guides for me, I have two amazing strong smart healthy beautiful children, I have a great great job (not so great co worker but I dont think she will last), I had a really shaky yet earthshattering marriage when it was good it was so good, when we were good it was amazing when we went sour we exploded, he gave me my greatest gifts, (although we are now divorced almost 2 years seperated for 3) and we are now somewhat good friends, we see each other in a light that was somehow dimmed we lost each other, I am so fearful of ever finding a new relationship, but as days go on you tend to get amnesia to that fear & other things you thought were so horrible and yet we make our way thru and look back & say wow that was pretty bad but I made it. I am pretty friggin amazing. You just cant let the bad things over come you. Not everything that happens always comes at the right time but we are always provided with what we need at that moment we just have to be able to open our eyes up to see it. The key is to be aware.. signs & gifts are all around us sometimes we are just so busy with that tunnelvision we miss great things. I have an old friend who is divorced, so eager to find new love this person has jumped in leaps & bounds in all directions, which isnt healthy for this peron, this persons child or even a relationship, when someone sees you so desperate & so vunerable they will pounce on it, attack it and shatter you. You need to be strong & prove to yourself that you can indeed make it on your own, take back all that was lost during your marriage & bad relationships become who you should be then when the time is right you will get all that you need. Being strong & confident in yourself isnt conciet & its a very very sexy trait. Being strong enough to hold your head up & look back on the things that would have torn most others down but we managed to still get by that is a tremendous gift.
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