Trek49ca's blog: "Trek the First!"

I don't often write these and it hurts when I do, but I often find that by writing it down sometimes helps me to feel better. I've been chatting with a person for quite a long while now, and I've really gotten used to talking with her. Its great, she sends me a txt in the mornings on my cell to say hi, or we'll banter back and forth while I'm at work texting on our cells. We talk on the phone sometimes also, and I've really begun to care the world for her. She told me once not too long ago that there are three people she'd trust with her life and that I was one of them. I've always been sincere and honest with her also. Thats what I love about her most but.... Like most women she's lucked out with some losers in love and she recently ended a 6 month relationship with a sponge. I told her to take some time, relax, be single think about your next steps and jut enjoy some you time and get your head together. She replied that its difficult that in her entire life she's never been single and that its tough for her not to have a man. She assured me that she won't rush into anything in the upcoming weeks or even month(s) but.... Two weeks ago she went to the bar and danced, last week she played pool with a guy from dancing and tonight she she emaculated her home so that this guy could come over (late in the evening) to visit for a few hours. I think she knew I'd be worried so she's been round about in telling me, but I'm nosey so I eventually found out. I'm happy that she's so truthful with me, but I had an anxiety attack tonight when she told me about this guy coming to visit. I think the world of her and I really would do anything to meet her. I know the likelihood of a relationship is slim due to geographical problems, but I at least want to meet her. I told her tonight that I don't want to loose her. She replied that that won't happen. What she fails to realize is that I thought I was having a heart attack tonight! Yes, I was that upset/hurt. What she fails to realize is that I don't just share my heart with anybody and that its taken alot for me to feel that way for her. What happens if I just decide to walk away? Ok, this is a mumm Should I just relax or Protect myself from getting hurt (again) For those of you who chat with me and are upset I'm talking about somebody else, sorry too bad! I have lots of great friends on here and I mean no disrespect to anybody Hey There Delilah, you do mean a lot to me, more than you realize at times!

I read this in another blog by newlife_switzerland and I had to share it also. Bill Gates recently gave a speech at a High School about 11 things they did not and will not learn in school. He talks about how feel-good, politically correct teachings created a generation of kids with no concept of reality and how this concept set them up for failure in the real world. Rule 1 : Life is not fair - get used to it! Rule 2 : The world won't care about your self-esteem. The world will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself. Rule 3 : You will NOT make $60,000 a year right out of high school. You won't be a vice-president with a car phone until you earn both. Rule 4 : If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss. Rule 5 : Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your Grandparents had a different word for burger flipping: they called it opportunity. Rule 6 : If you mess up, it's not your parents' fault, so don't whine about your mistakes, learn from them. Rule 7 : Before you were born, your parents weren't as boring as they are now. They got that way from paying your bills, cleaning your clothes and listening to you talk about how cool you thought you were. So before you save the rain forest from the parasites of your parent's generation, try delousing the closet in your own room. Rule 8 : Your school may have done away with winners and losers, but life HAS NOT. In some schools, they have abolished failing grades and they'll give you as MANY TIMES as you want to get the right answer. This doesn't bear the slightest resemblance to ANYTHING in real life. Rule 9 : Life is not divided into semesters. You don't get summers off and very few employers are interested in helping you FIND YOURSELF. Do that on your own time. Rule 10 : Television is NOT real life. In real life people actually have to leave the coffee shop and go to jobs. Rule 11 : Be nice to nerds. Chances are you'll end up working for one.

Please go visit my friend from Alaska. She's new to the site and I'm certain she'll fall in love with it here once she can unlock some of the features as she levels up. Her name is triolove and she's a pretty good person. Show her some lovin for me ;) Thanks Joe

I really enjoyed this movie tonight

Today I was visiting with a friend and I started to wonder what kinda music was on the radio when I was a baby. I was born in 1974 ( I know I"m an old fuck) lol!, but I googled the top 40 music from then and opened a youtube page and inserted the titles or groups that were familiar to me. I added lots to my stash tonight. Why don't you guys try that. I'd love to hear some fo the stuff from when you were bare and pink/poopy assed as a baby :)

DICTIONARY FOR DECODING WOMEN'S PERSONAL ADS: -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 40-ish..................................49. Adventurous..........................Slept with everyone. Athletic................................No breasts. Average looking.....................Moooo. Beautiful..............................Pathological liar. Emotionally Secure..................On medication. Feminist...............................Fat. Free Spirit.................................Junkie. Friendship first.......................Former Slut. New-Age.........................Body hair in the wrong places. Old-fashioned........................No BJ's Open-minded.........................Desperate. Outgoing..............................Loud and embarrassing. Professional................. ..........Bitch. Voluptuous...........................Very fat. Large frame...........................Hugely fat. Wants soul mate.....................Stalker.

I'm frustrated with the fubar staff today. I believe with good reason. Earlier today I posted a mumm and somebody took offense to the content and the staff at fubar acted on a complaint. My questions based on what has happened? 1. What was the specific nature of the error I made? Was it offensive or NSFW? 2. If its NSFW wasn't it just possible for the staff on the site to place that designation on it and keep the mumm up? The solution in that instance would be easy and a minor message to me indicating that my mumm was modified and a brief explanation of why would have been a great diplomatic solution. 3. The staff sent me a template response. (lame) As a moderator on another site I always made sure to add personal commentary to explain why I was pulling a blog, or other material which was otherwise offensive or made to create drama. 4. I have had my Mumm privileges suspended. I never received any indication that that was going to happen. My question is who managed this situation? I know as a moderator on the other site I worked on our work performance was logged. did a rookie manage this. Honestly! 5. I did actually attempt to send an E-Mail reply back to the person who sent it to me but it was ignored! I know you guys volunteer for free membership, but could you kindly show a little respect. I'm a good person! 6. Below is the template that was sent to me. I think that templates are fine, but they need to be used as a base with at least some commentary to indicate what was offensive. A mum you have posted has been removed by the 'fubar' admins. This mum was removed because it was either offensive or NSFW (Not Safe For Work) in nature. Please read the Terms Of Service. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of 'fubar'. This mum removal has been recorded and your account will be deleted if it happens again.

I really enjoy making mumm’s lately. I find that the answers I get are really interesting so I thought I’d share some of the more interesting thoughts with you all. It’s ok to… Be naked in your house, move to be with an internet interest, fill in guest books, and take off the top half of your clothing first when getting down and dirty with your partner. It’s also ok to say something mean if its well intentioned if it helps the person move on from an old long standing misery. It’s not ok to… Throw in bullshit when people in chat prefer to know about your real world, Its not ok to give a simple kiss to a married friend, but same friend its ok lol to sleep with her if she and her husband aren’t having sex anymore. It’s not ok to be taxed on lottery winnings, but it is ok to be taxed on that interest for the rest of your life. People on Fubar really seem to agree that Tattoo’s are the best! Lots of positive feed back and those type of mumm’s received the highest views and ratings above any others. People here also loved commenting on movies. It was a split on the fee for tattoos, man whores, and shade vs. color for tattoos. I also see that people are loving salads as much as Chinese food. I’m going to keep making mumms, and my goal now is to think about 5 or so mumm’s for a week that may have an interesting theme and then post the greater poll for people to see. I’m thinking this will be funny as all hell lol. What do you think?

Well, I got my tattoo. It took 2 1/2 hours to complete the work with only one smoke break for the artist. He did a great job! Did it hurt? Well, yeah at times it felt like I was getting stuck with a hot poker, but over all it was very tolerable, pain level maybe 2 or 3 out of 10. I later found out that the artist (owner) only elects to accept tattoos that are large, custom and amazing to do. He's got quite a good reputation and he travels through out Canada on a regular basis to work. He told me he cleard nearly 90 K last year adn this year he'll do more than 100 the tattoo is 5 x 5 inches and its still healing. I'll have some more photos once it heals more. Level me up so I can post more pics. Hugs I hope you're all having a great (Canadian) Thanksgiving :)