It's another school but the same shit probably.
But there is a sliver of hope that I may do a better job here than at my previous job. I desperately don't want to fuck this up.
I am already on edge and a bit pessimistic on top of that.
I can't fuck this one up.
I don't want to fuck this one up.
I will work very hard today.
I have a bus pass so that is a good insentive. I just need to get to the bus route in a reasonable ammount of time.
Days on end working at another school for 8 hours.
Interesting that I am changing schools after a Grove meeting again.
I hope this one is better than the last one.
Being that I was in ashitty mood yesturday and dealing with the aftermath of a shittier previoius day (Monday)
I am sure they will find someone better for the job at my other school.
In any and all cases I don't want to fuck this up.
I want to finish my job and go home relaxed and somewhat sane.