I am 38 years old and grown alot over the past few years,I was raised in colfax, Ca till I was 12 and moved
to Wheatland and finally to Olivehurst been in the area every sense, right now I live part time in Clipper Mills on our
Ranch which is awesome we have a big stage and sometime host music fests and part time in the valley.
To be honest I had a hard time fitting in any where as a young men ADHD (Sail) keep me hyper and simply not feeling like I fit
caused me a lot of growing pains.
I could go into details but don't really feel a need because its who I am today that matters and I love that person my past
made me this person and that I am proud of that. In 1995 I joined the US Navy thinking to myself that was the answer to
all my problem instead with in few short months I had a complete breakdown and was sent home, where Mental Health tried
to give me an answer, they had a pill for that, which honestly just made things worse, As a kid my grandma would bring me
out to do door to door with her she was one those "Jws" that knock and try and give you a Watchtower and a bible study.
So long story short I thought the answer to all my problems were in a book and just no one was doing exactly what it said,
I tried, even taught myself Hebrew so I could know the secret words, sense that was the answer, wow was I wrong really just
made me a jerk.
But like Ziggy says the answers were not in a book, they were in side me the whole time..."To Love and be Loved"
I went to my first Rainbow gathering in Cuba New Mexico a few years back and found the first place I ever felt at home,
no I am not talking about being gay although I love all humans. Every year people get together mostly, hippies, Dirty kids,
spiritual people of all faiths and tribes of all colors and races to simply have fun in nature and pray for peace on the
4th of July, if you want to know more about that I'd tell you to look up a Movie called "we Love you" there I found Home.
My friend Justin and I had brougt a kitchen and feed people for a week, best time I have ever had, their I learned what
love is.. Its not a feeling but an action, its a hug, its a warm blanket, its a hot meal, honestly its hard to truely love
someone you need, you can care about them but love has to be given free with out a need in return... Today I dont have much
to be honest of dollar and cents value but feel I have more then most... I love Reggae, but really I think in music and have a
passion for all type of music and people as long as they have a message because i feel music is the way the soul an spirit
speak, learning to play my Guitar so I can express this song on my heart. I like to try new foods honest love to, so very
little i will not eat but liver cause that's just nasty tasting. I love to plant and grow food and flowers honestly its like
medicine for my soul. I enjoy watching comedy's but not really in to scary movies,
as for Tv, I am pretty sure someone trying to brain wash you with it, but do enjoy the History channel and some animal shows,
I wish I didn't like Tosh.O but I do the nasty guy makes me laugh. My friends are mostly people you'd call Stoners and normally
I smoke herbs, as I belief with all my heart that theirs a cure for everything in nature.I do not like being around negative people,
"if you get up and worry everyday Your Saying prayers to the devil I say" honestly i start feeling really sick around people who are
negative its a vibes thing. Well sense I have went on for to long all ready I will end with a open invite to ask anything you want to
know about me, I am not ashamed of who I am so please don't feel bad about asking, as i will answer as honest as I can.
Oh I should include my biggest dream which is to one day have a traveling Kitchen, i.e bus or catering truck I can travel and feed
the homeless out of and hopefully you will want to come with me.
As for relationships I am open with my feelings I don't hide them, to me relationships are scared,friend or lover, I do my best to
never say a bad thing about those I care about and if I do have to its to them, I can't read minds, just tell me the truth and be honest
everything else can be fixed or worked out!