Love. What a wonderful and confusing feeling it is.
As much as I guarded my heart against it, Love crept in and I fell head over heals.
How do you tell someone that you love that it hurts really bad when they leave? That it feels awesome when they are around without sounding like you need them 24/7?
I feel positive that he was sent from heaven at a perfect time in my life, yet I do not think it was a perfect time in his.
Part of me wants to keep walking down this lovely road and see what path our lives take together, yet a small cautious part of me wants to wait.....wait till he gets things in order and can truely be there for me and we can date like a normal couple.
Normal has never been my strong suit though. What is normalcy anyways? Is it conforming to traditional methods and wisdoms?
One thing is for sure.....Love is confusing. And I do not know what is right or wrong anymore.
Maybe I am just being a Drama Queen tonight, but I am not going to hold back my feelings.
