Have you ever lost someone who meant more to you than your while soul? How does someone deal with losing their best friend?
Yesterday was the most tragic day of my life. Not only was it the remembrance of what happened 5 years ago with terrorism, but it was the day that I lost my best friend. Dana Asbury was only 18 years old when she was killed in a car accident. It hasn’t fully sank in yet and I don’t know that it will ever, I don’t want to believe that its true. I want it be a bad dream that I wake up from; I want to call her and know that everything is ok. To hear her voice one last time is all that I want right now, but I know that it will never happen. Dana and I were inseparable, we were always together, no matter where we were. We were sisters that everyone wanted to have. She was always there for me when I needed a shoulder to cry on, an ear to listen whenever I had something going on. I remember I could always call Dae and she would always know the right words to say to cheer me up. She could tell that something was wrong without me even having to tell her anything. I don’t know that I will ever be able to get over this. I feel like a part of me had died with her; I know that when its time for the awake that part of me is going to be lying right next to her in the coffin. She’ll always have a place in my heart, that no one will ever be able to fill, and she’ll always be here with me looking out for me. I sit back and blame myself because she had called and I didn’t have my phone with me, all I got was her message the night of my birthday. Five days after my 18th birthday, I lost my best friend; the one that I’ve been friends with for the 18 years of my life. I want her to walk thru the door right now and hug me and tell me that everything’s going to be ok, but I know that’s not going to happen neither. She’s gone and I cant accept it! Why did it have to be Dae? Why God? Just please be sure to take care of her and let her know that I love her and miss her dearly.
