Loving you is like a refreshing breath of air. Like laying down on your back and staring up at the stars. You feel so small but at the same time you actually feel like you're a part of something. Like floating in the ocean. It's there for you, it's yours, and there's no limit. There's no barrier to how far you can go. It's just a choice. Your choice. It's screaming at you, asking, "How far do you WANT to go?" When you're actually in love, you want to go to any limit. You want to burst out crying in mid-thought just thinking about how much you love that other person. That you love them so much it's almost pain, but it's not. It's the best gift you could ever receive and it's alarming how uncertain you can feel but at the same you anticipate so much. You feel strong enough to knock over a building, energetic enough to pull twice your weight in uncertainty, and be more than okay with the fact you don't understand. You know you could sit and try to figure out the never answered question, "What is love?" but you know with everything in you that you DO know, you really do, but it's impossible to put it into words. It's impossible to tell him you are so in love with him you could do anything in the world. So you slowly prove it to him every day. Every day you set out a new task, wanting to impress him, even though he's yours. He loves you. You don't have to do anything to make him feel any stronger for you because he's feeling what you're feeling but you WANT to. You want him to be happy. You want him to realize how much you love him. You tell him all the time, but it's not enough because you know it's not half way getting the point across. A six hour conversation, nonstop talking, and no breaths of air couldn't possibly begin to cover a quarter of the things you want to tell him, but you would try. You would keep trying, and writing, talking, showing him that his life is the biggest impact on yours in history. That no one could love another person as much as you love him. You would tell him that, and the whole time you did you would feel like a firework shooting off into space, bursting at the end of your journey in excitement because the love the two of you share is so timeless and inseparable that it's unbelievable, but you believe. He believes. And in that moment you know everything will be fine, because you don't have to explain it. He knows everything you're feeling and the whole time you've been trying to show it to him, he's been doing the same for you, and you've both just brought yourselves closer to one another. Loving you is like a refreshing breath of air, because I know I don't have to explain myself. Like laying on my back and staring up at the stars. I feel so small, but at the time, I actually feel like I'm a part of something. Part of you, because I am so unbelievably in love w
